And that confusion is what makes it linger…

Because when someone passes on, there is a sense of finality that, painful as it is, allows your heart to slowly reorganise itself around the loss, and your relationship with them shifts into du’a, remembrance, and hope for reunion in the akhirah. But when someone leaves without that final line being drawn, you are left holding onto something that no longer exists in the same form, yet does not feel fully gone either, and your heart struggles to understand where to place it.

No ending.
Just distance. Physical and emotional.

There is a psychological concept known as the Zeigarnik Effect, where the mind tends to hold onto incomplete experiences far more tightly than completed ones, because it keeps trying to resolve what feels unfinished. It is why an interrupted task stays with you longer than one you completed, and in the same way, relationships that end without clarity tend to stay alive in your thoughts, not because you are weak, but because your mind is trying to close a chapter it never had the chance to finish.

So it keeps returning.

And over time, you begin to realise that what you are missing is not just the person, but the life that existed when they were part of it, the routines, the familiarity, the sense of being understood in a certain way that now feels absent. When that disappears, it creates a gap that is not easily replaced, because it was never just about them, it was about what they represented in your world.

That is why the feeling comes back in waves.

You think you have moved forward, and in many ways you have, but something small can bring everything back with a clarity that feels disproportionate to the moment. Not because you are stuck, but because a part of you is still holding onto something that never had a proper closure. And until you learn how to carry it differently, it will continue to resurface in ways and moments you do not expect.

Here is the part many people struggle to accept:

missing someone does not always mean they are meant to return to your life.

Sometimes, it simply means they mattered…for a while.

And that means something more than we realise.

Because when something (or someone) mattered, it leaves an imprint, and that imprint does not disappear just because the person is no longer present. But if you are not careful, that imprint can slowly turn into attachment to what no longer exists, and that is where the real weight begins, when you are no longer remembering what was, but trying to hold onto it as if it can still exist today, in the present.

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There is a difference between honouring a memory and resisting reality.

And learning that difference is what allows you to move forward without feeling like you are losing a part of yourself in the process.

Think about how certain seeds only grow after disruption.

In some environments, seeds remain dormant for years, sometimes decades, waiting for the right conditions, and it is only when there is heat, pressure, or a break in the surface that they finally begin to grow. Without that disruption, nothing would have changed.

In the same way, loss, whether through death or distance, often creates a break in your life that feels painful at first, but it also opens up space for something new to take root, something that would not have grown if everything had remained the same.

And that does not make the loss easy. But it gives it meaning.

So what do you do when you are tired of missing someone who has left, whether they have returned to Allah or simply walked a different path?

You begin to shift how you carry them with you into the future:

1. Accept that not every relationship ends with clarity
   Some people leave without explanations, without closure, without a final conversation that makes sense of everything, and learning to live without that clarity is part of growth, not a sign that you have failed to move on.

2. Understand what you are truly missing
   Often, it is not just the person, but the sense of familiarity, the emotional safety, or the version of yourself that existed with them, and recognising this helps you see that these things can be rebuilt in other ways.

3. Create boundaries around your thoughts
   Memories will surface, but you do not have to follow every path they open, and learning to step away from mental replay is what protects your emotional energy over time.

4. Invest in what is still present
   Your life continues to move, with or without them, and choosing to engage with what is still within your reach allows your world to expand again instead of shrinking around one absence.

5. Build new patterns that support your present reality
   New routines, new spaces, and new connections help your heart adjust to a different version of life, one that is no longer centred around that person.

6. Return your heart to Allah more consistently
   Because every loss, in its own way, redirects you to the One who remains, and when you strengthen that connection, you begin to find a steadiness that is not dependent on who stays or who leaves.

And somewhere along the way, you begin to see this more clearly.

Because what was meaningful does not disappear, it simply changes form, it transforms into memory, it shapes who you are and how you see the world, but it does not need to keep you anchored to the past. You are allowed to carry it with you while still walking towards what is ahead.

And perhaps that is what healing really looks like.

Not the absence of missing them.
But the ability to live fully, even while you do.

God bless,

MW

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PS: Sorry for missing out last week’s post! I was just overwhelmed with a few things, post-Raya blues and fatigue, and my son fractured some parts of his foot, needed some attending.

Talk soon, inshaAllah.

Ramadan can sometimes feel like a paradox.

On one hand, it is the most sacred month of the year. The rewards are multiplied. The gates of mercy are open. The doors of Jannah are wide.

On the other hand, many people are exhausted.

Work does not slow down. Children still need attention. Deadlines continue. Traffic jams do not disappear. Meetings still fill the calendar.

Some people begin Ramadan with ambitious goals. Three juz a day. Qiyam every night. Endless dzikr. (yours too?)

By the tenth day, fatigue creeps in. By the twentieth day, many quietly scale everything back. (familiar?)

But perhaps the problem is not that we lack sincerity in wanting to seize Ramadan’s amazing blessings. The problem might be that we only think of Ramadan rewards in very narrow ways.

The Prophet ﷺ said, “Whoever seeks the reward of Laylatul Qadr with faith and hope in Allah’s reward will have his past sins forgiven.” (Bukhari, Muslim)

Notice something important. The hadith does not only speak about doing more. It speaks about seeking reward.

Seeking reward can happen in ways we sometimes overlook.

Here are ten uncommon but powerful ways to maximise Ramadan without exhausting yourself.

1. Turn on Ramadan vibes during your daily commute

Many people spend one to two hours a day commuting. Instead of scrolling endlessly on your phone, turn that time into sacred space.

Listen to Qur’an recitation and follow the translation. Or listen to a tafsir series of one surah throughout Ramadan. You might finish understanding an entire surah deeply before Eid arrives.

The Prophet ﷺ said, “The best of you are those who learn the Qur’an and teach it.” (Bukhari)

Learning the Qur’an does not only happen in classrooms. It can happen in taxis, buses, or trains.

2. Feed someone you will never meet

We often focus on feeding family and friends during iftar. And that’s awesome. But what about strangers?

Consider sponsoring iftar for refugees, students, or workers in another country. Many organisations allow you to do this online in seconds.

The Prophet ﷺ said, “Whoever gives food for a fasting person to break his fast will have a reward like theirs, without reducing their reward in the slightest.” (Tirmidzi)

You might be sitting quietly at home, yet someone across the world is breaking their fast because of you. How amazing is that?

3. Fix one broken relationship sincerely

Ramadan is about the purification of our heart. It’s not all rituals.

Think about one relationship that has been strained. Perhaps a sibling whom you’ve been avoiding for a few years. A childhood friend you stopped talking to this past year.

Send a message. Not a long explanation. Just something simple. A sincere apology from the heart.

“I was thinking about you today. May Allah bless you this Ramadan.”

Our Prophet ﷺ said, “Shall I tell you something more virtuous than fasting, prayer and charity?” They said, “Yes.” He said, “Reconciling between people.” (Abu Dawud)

Sometimes a single message can lift a weight that has sat on the heart for years.

4. Create a secret ‘good deed’ habit

Choose one good deed you will do every day in Ramadan that no one knows about.

It could be transferring a small amount of charity daily, making du’a for someone who once hurt you, or leaving a gift for a neighbour without letting them know.

The Prophet ﷺ said that among the seven people shaded on the Day of Judgment is a person who gives charity so secretly that his left hand does not know what his right hand has spent. (Bukhari, Muslim)

Secret deeds build sincerity and nourish the soul without needing recognition.

5. Replace one complaint with one gratitude.

Fasting can make you tired, hungry and irritable. Instead of letting complaints slip out, train yourself to replace every complaint with one gratitude.

If you say, “I’m so tired today,” follow it immediately with something like, “But Alhamdulillah for the strength Allah still gives.”

The Prophet ﷺ said, “Look at those below you and do not look at those above you, for that is more likely to prevent you from belittling the blessings of Allah.” (Muslim)

Ramadan is a month of perspective. If we can change our perspectives internally for the better, the world we interact with externally will improve too.

6. Pray two rak‘ahs for someone else’s problem

Many of us are overwhelmed with our own worries. But imagine dedicating two rak‘ahs every day purely for someone else’s hardship.

Maybe someone you met recently told you about a problem they’re having a hard time with. This could be a struggling friend. Or a colleague facing illness. Or a family member going through divorce.

You stand before Allah for them.

The Prophet ﷺ said, “The supplication of a Muslim for his brother in his absence is answered.” (Muslim)

An angel says Ameen, and for you the same.

Your du’a for someone else may become the reason Allah relieves your own burden.

7. Reduce your digital “noise”

Ramadan is a good time to audit your digital life.

Unfollow accounts that increase envy, anger or distraction. Follow more Qur’an reciters, scholars and beneficial content instead.

The Prophet ﷺ said, “Part of a person’s excellence in Islam is leaving what does not concern them.” (Tirmidhi)

Every scroll shapes the heart. For better or for worse. Ramadan is the perfect time to reshape it.

8. Write a Ramadan letter to your future self.

Take fifteen minutes one night and write a letter to yourself about what you hope your life looks like by next Ramadan.

What habits do you want to keep? What sins do you want to leave behind? What kind of person do you hope to become?

Allah says in the Qur’an, “O you who believe, be mindful of Allah, and let every soul look to what it has sent forward for tomorrow.” (Surah Al-Hashr 59:18)

Ramadan is not only about this month. It is about the direction of your entire life.

9. Serve your family as an act of worship.

Helping prepare iftar, washing dishes, taking care of the children so someone else can rest. These acts can become forms of worship when done with the right intention.

Aisha رضي الله عنها said that the Prophet ﷺ used to help his family in the house. (Bukhari)

How about helping to prepare and clean the prayer space for when the whole family prays together? Putting down the prayer mats and then folding them back?

Sometimes the most rewarding Ramadan acts happen in kitchens, living rooms and what many of us consider to be ordinary moments.

10. Make one du’a that scares you.

Many people limit their du’a to small requests. Instead, make one bold du’a this Ramadan.

Ask Allah for something that feels impossible. A transformation. A dream. A healing. A breakthrough.

The Prophet ﷺ said, “When one of you asks Allah, let him ask for Al-Firdaws.” (Bukhari)

If we are encouraged to ask for the HIGHEST level of Paradise, then we should never feel shy asking Allah for big changes in this life as well.

Ramadan is not a competition of exhaustion. It is a journey of sincerity.

Some people will read many juz of the Qur’an. Some will stand long nights in prayer.

But others will reconcile hearts, feed strangers, make quiet du’as, and transform their intentions.

And Allah sees all of it.

Sometimes the most powerful Ramadan is not the one where you did the most.

It is the one where you changed the most.

Ramadan Kareem
MW

For many people, Ramadan is introduced to us as a month of fasting. We are told about discipline, about hunger, about learning patience through restraint. All of that is true, of course. But if you have lived through enough Ramadans, you begin to notice something deeper happening beneath the surface.

Ramadan is not only a month of discipline.

It is a month of healing.

Many of us enter Ramadan carrying things inside our hearts that we do not talk about openly.

• Regrets from decisions we wish we had handled differently.

• Strained relationships that still sit heavily in our thoughts.

• Worries about our future, our families, our health, or our livelihoods.

• Sometimes the weight is spiritual. We know we have drifted further from Allah than we intended, and the distance quietly troubles us.

Ramadan arrives as a warm invitation to return.

Allah reminds us in the Qur’an that His revelation itself carries healing for the human heart:

يَا أَيُّهَا النَّاسُ قَدْ جَاءَتْكُم مَّوْعِظَةٌ مِّن رَّبِّكُمْ وَشِفَاءٌ لِّمَا فِي الصُّدُورِ وَهُدًى وَرَحْمَةٌ لِّلْمُؤْمِنِينَ

“O mankind, there has come to you instruction from your Lord, and a healing for what is in the hearts, and guidance and mercy for the believers.”

(Surah Yunus 10:57)

Notice how Allah describes the Qur’an. It is not only guidance. It is also a healing for what is in the hearts.

That is why Ramadan always feels different compared to the rest of the months in the year. When the Qur’an returns to our daily lives, when we stand longer in prayer, when we become more mindful of our actions and words, something inside begins to soften. The same problems may still exist, but our hearts begin to relate to them differently.

Sometimes the healing comes through repentance. Sometimes it comes through deep personal reflection. And sometimes it comes through a moment in prayer when we finally admit to Allah what we have been struggling with all along.

There is a moment in the life of the Prophet ﷺ that captures this idea of healing beautifully.

After years of rejection and persecution in Makkah, the Prophet ﷺ travelled to the city of Ta’if hoping its people might listen to the message of Islam. Instead, he was met with hostility. They mocked him, rejected him, and drove him out of the city while children were encouraged to throw stones at him. By the time he left Ta’if, his blessed feet were bleeding.

Imagine the emotional weight of that moment. A man carrying the most important message humanity would ever receive, rejected and humiliated by the very people he was trying to guide.

When the Prophet ﷺ reached a garden outside the city, he turned to Allah and made a heartfelt du’a. He admitted his weakness, his exhaustion, and the pain of what had just happened. Yet within that du’a was a remarkable statement of faith. He said to Allah that as long as Allah was not angry with him, then the hardship did not matter.

Soon after, the angel of the mountains came and offered to crush the people of Ta’if between the mountains for what they had done. The Prophet ﷺ refused. Instead, he hoped that one day their descendants would believe in Allah.

This response did not come from a hardened heart. It came from a heart that had healed enough to choose mercy over revenge.

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Ramadan invites us to experience that same healing within our own lives.

Sometimes it begins with something as simple as turning back to Allah and admitting our mistakes. The Prophet ﷺ reminded us of an important truth about the human condition:

كُلُّ بَنِي آدَمَ خَطَّاءٌ وَخَيْرُ الْخَطَّائِينَ التَّوَّابُونَ

“Every son of Adam makes mistakes, and the best of those who make mistakes are those who constantly repent.”

(Reported by al-Tirmidhi)

There is something deeply comforting about this hadith. It reminds us that making mistakes is part of being human. What matters most is whether we return to Allah afterwards.

Ramadan makes that return easier. The doors of mercy are opened wider. The distractions of daily life slow down. Acts of worship become more frequent, and the entire spiritual atmosphere begins to shift.

A verse of the Qur’an suddenly feels like it is speaking directly to your situation. A du’a you read after tarawih feels more sincere than any du’a you have made in months. A burden you have been carrying begins to feel lighter because you have finally placed it in Allah’s hands.

Also, there are times when the healing shows up in the form of tears during prayer. Not tears of despair, but tears of self-acceptance and relief.

Because the heart has finally found its way back to its Creator.

If you find yourself feeling more emotional than usual this Ramadan, do not be alarmed. Something inside you may simply be softening again.

Allow the process to happen. Read the Qur’an slowly and reflect on its meanings. Speak to Allah honestly in your du’a, even if your words feel imperfect. Seek forgiveness for your mistakes without losing hope in Allah’s mercy.

Ramadan does not demand perfection from us.

It simply opens the door for healing.

Ramadan Kareem,
MW

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Ramadan Mubarak! I hope your Ramadan has been good thus far. I ask that Allah SWT grant you His Bountiful Mercy, His Generous Pardon, and His Full Forgiveness. Aameen.

You know, the early days of Ramadan tend to either be really shaky for some people (you feel hungry, lethargic, and unmotivated) or really steady (you feel normal, sharp, and pumped).

But even if you started the month strongly (alhamdulillah), never get complacent. There have been times in past Ramadans where I assumed (with overconfidence) that just because I started the month at 100km/h (doing every Ibadah in full force), does not mean I will finish it just as strong.

So what I want to do in this week’s newsletter is to try to get you to fast forward and imagine how you would feel when Ramadan ends this year. I don’t want to wait for it to end and only then ask you this question…in hindsight. I want you to imagine it now.

Would you feel disappointment? Anger? Frustration?

Why? Because what if, yet again, you’ve failed to meet even the bare minimum goals that you had set for yourself. How crappy would that make you feel? If you can visualise it and feel it, then there’s a good chance you can get yourself to do something about it today.

Here’s the ultimate goal: to not have to look back with regret.

OK? So let’s start there.

1. What is one target you’d like to achieve this Ramadan? I asked everyone in my family this question. And they all gave unique responses.

   1. To memorise 5 short surahs.

   2. To understand and memorise meanings of 10 surahs.

   3. To do 100x of your favourite dzikr every morning and night.

   4. To do 4 raka’ats of tahajjud before sahur.

   5. To donate $5 per day. etc.

2. Got it? Great. But then how do we then ensure self-accountability? Who will make me do those goals especially on the days when I don’t feel like doing them at all? You’ll need two things:

   a. System: 1. Schedule it in your calendar. What you don’t schedule, doesn’t get done. 2. Set alarms and reminders on your phone and computer. This is the little nudge you need. 3. Keep a personal tracking mechanism - even if it’s just a notepad that will show all the accomplishments you have made. This will be a strong source of motivation.

   b. Accountability Buddy: Get a trusted friend you can depend on. Someone who cares about you enough they want to see you win. Perhaps this is a person who is also pursuing similar goals this Ramadan. Now you can both check in on each other, and be more than a cheerleader. Based on experience, there are days when you need to cheer, and there are days when you need to be like a drill sergeant, who is capable of telling each other off when the same weak excuses are given, at the risk of missing your goals.

3. And once you’ve got that part figured out, how do you plan to increase and grow? This is called Ramadan Ascent for a reason. Let’s not just be satisfied with merely hitting our early targets, but we must also find out how we can rise higher.

   An important note at this juncture:

   Rising higher does not always equate to doing more. An improved quality far outweighs higher numbers in the end. #qualityoverquantity

   So friends, aim for meaningful growth. The type where you can see the impact from within your own selves first. Your increased patience. Your higher tolerance to things that used to trigger you. And a stronger sense of gratitude to Allah for all the blessings He has gifted you.

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Below is a Ramadan one-week challenge for you to try over the next 7 days:

The 7-Day Ramadan Ascent Challenge

This is not for the intermediate and advanced brothers and sisters out there. This challenge is strictly for beginners. For the tired. Or for those starting again.

A simple rule of the challenge:

» One small act a day

» No guilt if you miss a day, just get back up and do the next challenge

» Intention matters more than quantity

Day 1: Begin with intention & du’a

Before Subuh or at any point today, say:

“Ya Allah, I want to be better this Ramadan. Help me take one small step.”

Day 2: One prayer ON TIME

Choose one prayer today.

Pray it on time. In fact, be prepared for it 10 or 15 minutes before the adzan.

If it’s the only thing you do today, it counts, inshaAllah.

Day 3: One page of the Quran

Read one page. Or even half a page is okay.

Don’t aim to finish the Quran. That may be someone else’s goal, but it doesn’t have to be yours. Know your pace. Your personal aim: is to start a relationship with the Allah’s Divine Words.

Day 4: One moment of dzikr

Set aside 2–3 minutes.

Say:

Astaghfirullah

or SubhanAllah, Alhamdulillah, Allahu Akbar

Slowly. With mindfulness and heart. Sometimes this can be done during the “white spaces” throughout your busy day e.g. at the bus stop, while driving to work, while waiting for a meeting to start, before opening your laptop.

Day 5: One act of kindness

• Smile at someone.

• Send a kind message.

• Help someone without being asked.

Good deeds that are done with ikhlas.

Day 6: One thing to let go

Let go of one bad habit today:

• gossip

• harsh words

• doom scrolling

• unnecessary anger

Even for a few hours (to start with), it counts.

Day 7: One honest personally-written du’a

Talk to Allah honestly.

Tell Him:

• what hurts

• what you’re afraid of

• what you wish you could change

No fancy big words. Allah knows, He understands. (If you haven’t, try reading my book, “Call Upon Him” where I touch on this and other topics relating to making sincere du’as)

Final reminder

If you completed all 7 days, Alhamdulillah.

If you completed 2 or 3, Alhamdulillah.

If you only did 1, Alhamdulillah.

This challenge is to help get you started. It is not a competition.

Ramadan is an invitation from Allah to ALL of us. You’re in His guest list too :)

Ramadan Mubarak 🌙

MW

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1. Many people are tired with life

Ramadan hasn’t even started yet. And we’re only one-and-a-half months into the new year. But many people are already admitting fatigue. Their fatigue seems to come from every kind of angle you can think of.

Some are tired of work. Some by the neverending responsibilities at home (think laundry for a family of 6 or more!). Some are burnt out caretakers of an bedridden parent, a dad with dementia, a child with special needs. Some are drained mentally with the endless decisions they have to make at work, and then more decisions await them back at home.

If you find this fatigue relatable, then you’re not alone. You are not weak for feeling tired. You’re just an extremely responsible person, whom Allah has chosen. He chose you to be tested, and you’re enduring the tests with patient perseverance.

And Allah is with those who patiently persevere.

2. Many are going through life still carrying guilt

The guilt of past mistakes haunt them. They try to keep themselves occupied with tasks aplenty, but the thoughts randomly reappear - triggered by the littlest things. They needed a reminder that was loud and clear, that Allah is more forgiving than they think. That despite their past wrongdoings, He still welcomes them back, again and again.

I know from experience of interacting with thousands of people over the past (almost) two decades, that to forgive yourself is a lot harder than forgiving others who have hurt you. How do you move on from disappointing your parents who raised you? How do you forgive yourself for hurting the spouse who adored you? And how do you keep going when you’ve repeatedly disobeyed the God who has constantly given to you and protected you?

I know it’s tough. But it’s not impossible. With Ramadan around the corner, know this:

“Whosoever fasts (in another narration: stands in prayer at night) in the month of Ramadan with full faith and hope for rewards, he will be forgiven whatever sins they have committed in the past.”

And as for the wrongs you’ve caused towards people. Try to reach out to them and apologise. Stop avoiding, and start confronting your fears. That’s your only way towards attaining inner-peace once again.

3. Many are showing up daily even though they have unresolved conflicts at home

It’s noticeable that during the Q&A sessions of the events on Saturday with Neelofa, as well as the events on Sunday with Ustazah Liyana, and Lisa Surihani that questions relating to tensions at home with immediate family members were a common stress point among many.

The most commonly asked question were issues with parents who were genuinely harsh and ever-critical. It’s sad to hear how down and depressed some are when dealing with the people they respect and worry about most. They fear hurting them, but in return, they’re on the receiving end of curses for every thing they do. That’s not great for your mental health and emotional stability.

If we could still somehow be patient, then I wouldn’t doubt how amazing the reward is that awaits a child like that. But I am also concerned for those who are on the verge of going over the edge. Please seek help. And this means everything; from seeking assistance to lighten your burden (from siblings and family members, or paid help), to seeing a therapist or counsellor in hopes you’ll get the meaningful support you need.

May Allah grant you strength.

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4. Many are feeling stuck and helpless in their inability to persuade family members to get closer to the deen

This is something that bothers a lot of the participants. More so the women who are concerned about their husbands and children. Perhaps the men who have similar concerns are just unable to express it well enough. I’m sure it’s something that affects people across the board - regardless of gender.

Here are some of the tips Is shared:

a. Tell them why this is a high priority to you. Explain why it matters so much and how it’s affecting your peace.

b. Invite them to the activities you are currently doing. Do it lovingly and respectfully.

c. Illustrate to them the impact and rewards one would get for even making a tiny attempt at trying to learn, or practice something together with the family.

d. Seek to understand what’s holding them back. Ask and listen. No judgments. No interferences. Let them speak and express their reasons. Acknowledge their struggles. And thank them for letting you know.

e. Remember, you know this family member of yours best. Whether it is your spouse or child or parent. You know what works with them. Some of them appreciate that you go easy on them and speak gently. Some prefer that you just tell them directly and skip beating around the bush so you can get straight to your point. Use the method that you know would work best.

*There was a guy who stood up and asked for clarification. Because at one part I was giving the advice to everyone that you should pace your growth. Including your spiritual journey. And he’s essentially saying, but there’s so much pressure from family members (spouses especially), but at the same time we’re being told to pace ourselves. How are we supposed to reconcile between these two supposedly conflicting pieces of advice?

Excellent question.

I said, both parties need to understand that at the end of the day, if you’re married, you’re in it as a team. There must always be some give and take.

Which means… if you’re needing space and time to grow, but you’re partner’s expecting movement and effort from you - then the right thing is not to “demand” that the other party understands your needs. That may work if you’re still single. Take all the time you need.

But if you’re married, learn to empathise with each other. So I said, you’ve got to try to meet each other somewhere in the middle. Wife needs to be a bit more patient and understanding, husband needs to start putting in some small efforts towards positive change. Small, comfortable, sincere efforts. Hope that helps, inshaAllah.

5. Some are overwhelmed by the many tests that they are dealt with, unsure of when they will end

It was heartbreaking to hear how some are barely holding on to life with the magnitude and the speed of which calamities hit them in life. Back-to-back setbacks. Hardly a moment for them to breathe easy. I can’t imagine how that must feel like. The kind of load such people need to carry on their already stressed-out minds.

All I can say is, I hope that you’re given strength to sustain and keep you going. I hope that you’ll never lose your faith amidst the prolonged hardships. I hope know that a massive reward awaits you for your enduring patience. And I hope you’ll see the wisdom of it all one day…somewhere down the road.

Thank you to all who came, interacted with me, asked questions, and gave gifts. May Allah lighten your burden, and may He grant us a meaningful and rewarding Ramadan this year. Aameen.

Best prayers,
MW

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It’s not big enough to cause you panic, but persistent enough to follow you into your prayers, your drives home, your late nights scrolling when you should already be resting.

I have come to recognise that feeling.

It is not dissatisfaction in the obvious sense. Not ingratitude either. It is something more subtle and harder to describe. It’s the realisation that the goals you are pursuing may no longer match the person you are slowly becoming. Because we all evolve; in different ways and phases.

Let me ask you something, and take your time with it.

• Have you ever reached a goal you once prayed for, only to discover that it did not stretch you in the way you thought it would?

• Have you ever achieved something that others admired, but privately felt that you were still holding something back? That there could be more?

Many of us assume that growth always feels exhilarating with consecutive peaks in the journey. In reality, growth often begins with unease. A feeling as if you are circling the same roads and streets in life, even though you are capable of going further.

Sometimes it’s almost as if you are subconsciously managing your potential instead of honouring it by launching it higher into the hemisphere.

What makes this especially difficult is that staying where you are often looks sensible. Safe. Responsible. I mean after all, there are bills to pay, people to care for, and roles to fulfil. How could you argue against that?

Also, do you know how easy it is to convince yourself that aiming higher would be reckless and selfish. Practically effortless.

Why We Hesitate to Aim Higher

Psychologists speak about something called identity-based limitation.

In simple terms, we tend to pursue goals that are consistent with how we see ourselves, and quietly avoid those that would require us to become someone unfamiliar.

This explains why many people almost never fail extravagantly, in a big way. Instead, they plateau, and quietly fade - sometimes into irrelevance.

So on the outside, everyone can see that they work hard, but only within familiar boundaries. They set goals, but only those that fit neatly into their existing routines, personalities, and self-image. Anything that threatens to disrupt that image is postponed, downsized, or pushed away.

A study published in the Journal of Personality and Social Psychology found that people often abandon ambitious goals not because of difficulty, but because success would force them to renegotiate their identity. Achieving more would mean being seen differently, being expected differently, and perhaps holding themselves to a higher standard.

And that’s not always comfortable.

From a spiritual perspective, this hesitation runs even deeper. Bigger goals carry bigger amanah (responsibility). More influence, more impact, more accountability.

So we stay where things feel manageable.

We tell ourselves that contentment (qana’ah) means not wanting more, even if it means growth. That humility (tawadhu’) means staying small. That sincerity (ikhlas) requires shrinking our aspirations.

But contentment is not the same as stagnation. And humility does not mean hiding what Allah has placed within you.

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A Personal Reckoning

There was a season in my life when everything appeared stable. Work was ongoing. People respected what I did. Opportunities kept coming. On paper, it looked like momentum.

Internally, however, I felt strangely constrained.

I was busy, but not deeply challenged. Productive, but not fully engaged. I had unknowingly designed a life that allowed me to remain competent without being stretched. I could function well without confronting deeper fears, deeper discipline, or deeper trust in Allah.

One evening, after a long day, I sat alone and asked myself a question that changed everything: If nothing changes from here on, would I be at peace with that?

The answer unsettled me, it was “no”.

Not because I was ungrateful, but because I knew I was capable of more growth than I was allowing myself. The hardest part was admitting that my hesitation had less to do with circumstances, and more to do with comfort and familiarity.

A larger goal would demand more structure from me (which I know isn’t my greatest strength). More consistency. More emotional regulation. More difficult conversations. More surrender of habits that once soothed me but no longer served me.

Most confronting of all, it would demand a different relationship with Allah. Not one of inherited faith or public words, but one of true reliance (tawakkul). The kind that strips you of certainty and forces you to trust Him completely.

That is when it became clear to me: pursuing a goal bigger than you are used to is not primarily about effort. It is about identity.

The Hidden Cost of Staying Small

We often speak about the risk of failure, but rarely about the cost of underreaching.

Research from long-term studies on life satisfaction, including the well-known Harvard Study of Adult Development, shows that one of the most common sources of regret later in life is not failure, but the sense of having played it safe for too long. It is our omissions, not commissions.

People regret the conversations they never had, the paths they never explored, and the contributions they delayed out of fear.

This regret is not felt much throughout life. Mostly we’ll feel numb. But it shows up as restlessness. Like our soul does not feel is aligned. As irritability. As cynicism towards those who dare to grow… A subtle grief for a life that could have been more fully lived.

Spiritually, this regret can become heavier over time. It turns into questions you didn’t expect to ask yourself:

1. Did I honour what Allah entrusted to me?

2. Did I grow when I was capable of growth?

3. Did I choose safety over responsibility?

What Changed When I Committed to More

When I finally stopped negotiating with my own growth, several things became immediately apparent.

First, my time was exposed. I realised how much of it was spent in low-grade distraction. Not haram, nor destructive, but unintentional. Like anaesthesia, time soothed me without building me.

Second, my emotional patterns surfaced. Impatience. Self-doubt. Overthinking. A bit of inner-rage too that has been suppressed. And a subtle dependence on external affirmation and validity. These traits had always been there, but bigger goals brought them into clearer view.

Third, my relationship with Allah deepened in a way I had not experienced before. When the goal became larger than my own capacity, reliance stopped being theoretical. My du’as became more genuine and honest. I found myself admitting my fears instead of masking it with confidence.

Nothing changed overnight. But everything began to align slowly, deliberately, and with greater sincerity.

Five Lessons I Learned Along the Way

There are many things I am still learning, but these five stand out.

1. Bigger goals reveal what needs refining. When insecurity, ego, or fear surfaces, it’s not a sign that something has gone wrong. Instead, it is often a signal that Allah is preparing you.

2. Motivation is unreliable in the long term. Systems are kinder. When goals stretch beyond your comfort, you cannot rely on “feeling inspired”. You need routines, boundaries, and rhythms that carry you through fluctuation.

3. Your environment matters more than you think. Growth cannot survive in shrinking conversations. Be mindful of what you consume, who you confide in, and what you repeatedly tolerate.

4. Some versions of yourself will need to be left behind. Certain habits, identities, and roles may have served you once in the past, but no longer align with where you are heading. Letting go is a sign of maturity.

5. Tawakkul becomes real only when risk is real. Trusting Allah when the stakes are low is easy, like making tawakkul that inshaAllah there will be dinner tonight, when you’ve never missed the meal in the last 30 years of your life. True reliance is forged when certainty disappears and obedience remains.

Coming Full Circle

Let me return to where we began.

That uneasiness you feel may not be dissatisfaction. It may be an invitation to relook into your life.

An invitation to grow beyond what you are used to. To honour your capacity. To step into a version of yourself that requires more intention, discipline, and trust in Allah.

So I leave you with this question…

If fear, routine, and self-doubt were no longer dictating your choices, what is the goal you would pursue that feels just beyond your current comfort?

And perhaps more importantly, who would you need to become to carry it well?

Sometimes the next chapter of life does not begin with action. It begins with permission… to believe that you were created for more than survival, and the courage to grow into it… one intentional step at a time.

MW

I want to begin here because everything else hangs on this truth.

Not your circumstances first.
Not your fortunes.
Not the economy, your boss, your spouse, your past, or the timing of the world around you.

You.

What is within you. What you tolerate. What you keep postponing. What you secretly know you should have dealt with three years ago, but are still gently stepping around as if it might disappear on its own.

Every January we tell ourselves a story. This year will be different. We feel a flicker of energy, a wave of optimism, a sense that maybe, just maybe, we are standing at the edge of a new chapter. We imagine a healthier body, more khushu’ in our prayers, a savings account that no longer makes us anxious when we open the app. We picture a version of ourselves that is calmer, more disciplined, more focused, more present with the people we love.

And for a moment, it feels possible.

But here is the uncomfortable question I need you to sit with. What if this year becomes a carbon copy of last year? What if the same habits, the same excuses, the same delays quietly follow you from one calendar into the next? What if 12 months from now you are reading yet another “fresh start” message with the same personal disappointments tugging tightly in your chest?

Do you really want to feel that again?

I am not trying to shame you. I am asking because I care about the weight you carry when you realise time has moved, but you have not. That feeling when you say, “I knew I should have started,” and there is no one to blame. That regret when you see someone else make progress and you remember the version of you that once had the same fire, same ideas, same dreams, but chose avoidance or comfort one too many times.

Regret is heavy. It is much heavier than the discipline you’re avoiding. There’s a quote from the late Jim Rohn which I love:

We must all suffer from one of two pains: the pain of discipline or the pain of regret. The difference is discipline weighs ounces, while regret weighs tons.

Yup. It’s heavier than waking up early, than saying no to another unnecessary expense, than pushing through the awkwardness of building a new routine with Allah after months of inconsistency.

Imagine

Now let me show you the other side.

Imagine ending this year feeling proud of yourself. Not because everything went perfectly, but because you finally stopped negotiating with the parts of you that were keeping you small. Imagine stepping onto the scale and seeing numbers that reflect months of small, stubborn decisions to take care of your body.

Imagine opening your banking app and feeling relief instead of a knot in your stomach.

Imagine standing in prayer and noticing that your heart arrives faster than it used to, that your du’a feels more honest, that your relationship with Allah is no longer something you keep saying you will “fix soon”.

This is not fantasy. This is the natural result of inner change. And Allah has already told us the rule. Change what is within, and your condition follows.

But inner change is not one emotional night where you cry and promise to be a new person by Fajr. Inner change is quieter than that. It is a decision repeated when no one is watching. It is choosing a different response in a moment where you would normally fall back into the old one. It is catching yourself before the spiral. It is closing the tab. It is getting up when the alarm rings and your body begs for ten more minutes.

Let me tell you a story about what that kind of change looks like.

There was a man who once set out with rage in his chest and violence in his intention. His name was ‘Umar ibn al-Khattab, and at that point in his life, Islam was something he despised. He saw it as a threat to the order he believed in, and he was ready to end the life of the Prophet ﷺ to stop it. Imagine the state of a heart that walks with that level of anger, that certainty that you are right and everyone else is wrong.

On his way, sword in hand, someone stopped him and told him that his own sister had embraced Islam. The shock alone must have shaken him. He changed direction and stormed to her house, fury rising with every step. Inside, his sister and her husband were learning verses of the Qur’an. When ‘Umar entered, the tension in the room was immediate. Words were exchanged. He struck his brother-in-law. He hit his own sister. And then he saw it. Blood on her face.

That sight broke something inside him.

The same man who had walked in full of aggression suddenly felt the weight of what he had done. He asked to read what they had been reciting. They hesitated, knowing his temper, but eventually handed him the parchment after he calmed himself. He began to read the opening of Surah Taha. The Words entered a heart that, for the first time in a long time, was not covered with pride.

As he read, the anger that had been driving him dissolved into something else. The man who had set out to kill the Prophet ﷺ now wanted to find him for a completely different reason. He went to Dar al-Arqam, where the Muslims were gathered. When they saw ‘Umar approaching, they were afraid. But he entered, declared his shahadah, and from that day on, his life turned in a direction no one could have predicted.

This was not a small adjustment. This was a total internal shift that transformed his entire path. The same personality, a man with the same strength and intensity, but he is now aligned with truth instead of his ego.

I am not asking you to become ‘Umar r.a. in a single moment. I am asking you to learn from the principle his life shows us. A person is never too far gone to change direction. A year is never “just another year” if you decide that who you are inside will no longer stay the same.

So let us get specific.

If you want a healthier body, the change within is not just a gym membership. It is a new identity. You stop seeing yourself as someone who “tries sometimes” and start seeing yourself as someone who takes responsibility for their amanah. You learn to sit with discomfort instead of escaping it with food, with endless scrolling, with late nights that leave you drained and skipping your prayers. Every time you choose the harder option, you are not just burning calories. You are building a new self.

If you want savings in your account, the change within is not just a budget spreadsheet. It is a shift from impulse to intention. It is asking yourself before every purchase, “Is this moving me towards security or just feeding a momentary feeling?” It is being honest about the emotional spending you hide behind phrases like “I deserve this” while your future self carries the anxiety.

If you want a stronger relationship with Allah, the change within is not just more religious content or another set of notes from a lecture. It is humility. It is admitting that you cannot keep living on spiritual leftovers and expect your heart to feel alive. Choose to pray on time even when your schedule is tight. Proactively make du’a before you feel desperate. Sincerely turn back to Allah after you slip instead of using guilt as an excuse to drift away further.

All of this is available to you. But so is the other path.

The path where you read messages like this, feel inspired for a few minutes, and then return to the same patterns by evening. The path where you tell yourself you will start when things “settle down”. The path where you protect your comfort more fiercely than your dreams. The path where December 2026 arrives and you are once again sitting with regret.

I need you to picture that version of you too. The one sitting at the end of the year, knowing deep down that nothing really changed. Feel the disappointment in their chest. Feel the quiet comparison when they see others who moved forward. Feel the prayers they make asking for another chance to do what they already had the chance to do.

You are standing at that fork now.

This year will not be different because the number changed. It will be different if you change. If you decide that you are done being casual about your growth. If you decide that your goals are not decorations for your journal but responsibilities you answer for. If you decide that your relationship with Allah deserves structure, not just emotion.

I am walking this with you. I have my own habits to confront, my own comfort zones to push against, my own excuses that sound very reasonable in my head. But I refuse to let another year pass where I knew better and still stayed the same.

Let this be the year you respect your own potential. Let this be the year you stop waiting to “feel ready” and start acting your way into readiness. Let this be the year you change what is within, trusting the promise of Allah that your condition will follow.

A year from now, you will meet the result of the choices you are about to make.

Make sure it is someone you are proud to become.

With Love and Encouragement,
MW

The thing is, it’s not like you stopped showing up to work, stopped functioning at home. Because you do. But somewhere along the way, you began to wonder if this constant weight means something is wrong with you or is something else that’s off.

I know many people who quickly assume that if they are struggling, it must be because they are weak, ungrateful, or spiritually “deficient”. That if they were doing things “properly”, they would not feel this way. So they carry on hoping the feeling will disappear, or blaming themselves when it does not.

Over time, that blame hardens into a belief: I must be broken.

But what if you are not broken at all.

Life has a way of piling weight onto the heart and mind slowly. Rarely all at once.

• A disappointment here.

• An unresolved conversation there.

• A period where you had to be strong because no one else could be.

• Responsibilities you did not ask for.

• Losses you never fully grieved.

• Expectations you internalised because letting people down felt worse than exhausting yourself to the max.

None of these things are dramatic on their own. But together, over time, they accumulate.

You learn to live with it. You normalise the tension. You tell yourself this is just adulthood. Just responsibility. The price of being reliable.

And because you are still functioning, you dismiss the ache as something insignificant. Yet deep down, you sense that something within you is wearing thin.

Allah describes the human heart with remarkable honesty. He does not portray us as limitless or invincible. He reminds us instead of our fragility, our emotional capacity, and our need for divine care. “Allah does not burden a soul beyond what it can bear” (Surah Al-Baqarah, 2:286). This verse is often quoted to encourage endurance, but it also carries a quieter truth: Allah acknowledges that burdens exist, and that they are felt.

One of the most damaging myths we absorb, especially in religious spaces, is that pain must always have a clear moral cause. That if something hurts, it must be because we sinned, failed, or did not try hard enough. Over time, this turns normal human struggle into unnecessary self-condemnation.

We ask, “what’s wrong with me?”

Even the Prophet ﷺ, the most beloved of Allah, experienced periods where the weight of life pressed heavily upon his heart. After the loss of Khadijah رضي الله عنها, the passing of Abu Talib, and the cruelty he faced in Ta’if, the Prophet ﷺ was not reprimanded for weakness. He was not told to simply endure more. Instead, Allah honoured him with the journey of Isra’ and Mi‘raj (which Muslims commemorated this Rajab), a divine gift meant to comfort and strengthen his heart.

This tells us something crucial.
Sometimes, through pain is where Allah draws nearer.

Ramadan approaches us every year not as a test of spiritual performance, but as an invitation to honesty. Before the fasting, night prayers, personal goals and resolutions. Ramadan asks us a simpler question: What are you bringing with you into this month?

Many people enter Ramadan hoping it will erase their pain. That fasting will somehow silence the thoughts they have avoided. That their ibadah will instantly repair what has been hurting for years.

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But when that does not happen immediately, disappointment sets in. Guilt follows. They assume they are doing Ramadan “wrong”.

But healing has never been instant, and Ramadan was never meant to be rushed.

True healing begins when you stop fighting the fact that you are tired, and start listening to what that tiredness is telling you. It is asking for gentleness, and some space, some room to breathe.

Emotional and mental wounds don’t bleed, but they linger. And because they are invisible, we often feel undeserving of care.

Yet Allah is not moved only by visible pain. He knows exactly what weighs on your chest when no one else sees it.

The Prophet ﷺ said, “No fatigue, nor disease, nor sorrow, nor sadness, nor hurt, nor distress befalls a Muslim, even if it were the prick he receives from a thorn, but that Allah expiates some of his sins for that” (Bukhari and Muslim). This hadith is meant to dignify the pain we suffer through. To remind us that nothing endured sincerely is wasted, even when it feels small or unacknowledged.

As Ramadan draws closer, many people focus on preparing schedules and targets.

• How many juz’.

• How many nights of qiyam.

• How many habits to fix.

• How many people to feed for iftar.

Friends, these intentions are beautiful. There’s nothing wrong with them. But preparation of the heart matters just as much as preparation of the calendar and KPIs.

Healing does not begin with fixing.
It begins with recognising.

Allah is Al-Jabbar, the One who restores what has been broken. But restoration requires honesty. You do not present your wounds to Allah because He does not know them. You present them because you are finally ready to stop pretending they do not exist.

Remember, you are a human, who is navigating weight in a world that rarely stops to ask how you are doing. And Allah, in His mercy, continues to invite you back not when you are fixed, but when you are wounded and honest.

Perhaps this Ramadan is not about doing more.
Perhaps it is about laying some of the weight down. Guilt, sadness, betrayal, failure.

And perhaps healing does not begin when the pain disappears, but when you finally believe that carrying pain does not disqualify you at all from Allah’s closeness and love.

30 days to Ramadan,

MW

PS: Would love to meet you at my upcoming events:

Singapore: Allah Hears You

Kuala Lumpur: Ramadan Reminders & For The Tired Souls

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You start the day determined to make progress, yet by the end of it, you feel strangely unsatisfied. You were active throughout the day, responsive to tasks, in fact you did many things. But overall, you did not move forward in the way you hoped.

Most people label this as a focus problem. I have come to believe that it rarely is.

Focus is usually the symptom. But clarity (or the lack of it) is the true cause.

I used to think my attention was broken. I blamed distractions, notifications, constant messages, and the expectations of people who needed me to show up everywhere at once. But over time, I noticed a pattern. On days when I knew exactly what mattered and why it mattered, focus came easily. But on days when everything felt equally important, my mind resisted settling anywhere for long.

Has that ever happened to you before?

So here’s the thing..When clarity is missing, focus becomes an act of force. You try to concentrate, but something inside you keeps pulling away. Not because you are weak, but because your mind senses confusion. It does not know which effort deserves your best energy, so it spreads itself thin in self-defence.

Why Discipline Alone Never Works

Focus works best when it is pulled forward by meaning, not pushed by discipline. This realisation was an “aha” moment for me. Shifted my perspective altogether. No wonder all the productivity tools I’ve spent time and money on aren’t working. It’s because the purpose and meaning that were apparent in the beginning, started to gradually fade later on.

This is why productivity advice often fails capable people. It assumes the problem is technique, when the real issue is direction. You can plan your day down to the minute and still struggle if you are unclear about what deserves priority in this season of your life.

Allah addresses this at a deeper level than task management. He does not begin by asking us to optimise action, but to align our intention.

“Say, indeed my prayer, my sacrifice, my living and my dying are for Allah, Lord of the worlds.” (Surah Al-An‘am, 6:162) We read this every day in du’a al-iftitah.

It’s not about doing more. It’s about unifying your efforts around a clear centre. When your life is fragmented, your attention fragments with it. But when your life has a clear orientation, energy gathers in strength instead of dispersing.

Seasons Change, But We Often Don’t

Many of us are not unfocused. We are overcommitted to too many things that once mattered but no longer carry the same weight.

Clarity requires the humility to admit that seasons change. What was essential two years ago may now be optional. What once felt urgent may now simply be a nice-to-have. Holding on to outdated priorities is one of the fastest ways to exhaust yourself while convincing yourself you are being “responsible”.

I see this often in leaders and parents. They are not avoiding work. They are drowning in obligations that have never been re-examined. Everything feels important because nothing has been revisited, reviewed, and re-ranked.

The Prophet ﷺ modelled clarity in this way. His mission remained constant, but his focus shifted with context. In Makkah for example, the emphasis was on inner conviction (aqeedah), patience, and resilience. In Madinah however, it became community building, law, and leadership.

The work changed because the moment demanded it. Clarity allowed focus to adapt without going off track.

The Discipline of Letting Go

There is a hadith that captures this principle with uncomfortable precision. The Prophet ﷺ said, “Part of the perfection of a person’s Islam is leaving that which does not concern him.” (Tirmidhi)

This is not about disengagement. It is about discernment. Focus improves not only by adding structure, but by removing unnecessary weight. And removal is impossible without clarity about what is truly yours to carry.

One practical shift that helped me regain clarity was moving ideas out of my head and into physical space. Writing each project on its own piece of paper. Standing in front of a whiteboard instead of staring at a screen. When everything lives digitally, it blends together. On paper, boundaries appear. On a board, relationships become visible - right before your very eyes. You begin to see which projects feed each other and which ones simply compete for attention.

Clarity is not only conceptual. It is visual, emotional, and spiritual.

When the Heart Is Unsettled, Focus Suffers

Emotional clarity matters more than we realise. Focus breaks down when unresolved feelings are running in the background. Anxiety about outcomes. Guilt about neglect. Frustration with people. You can try to concentrate through it, but the mind keeps circling back because something inside you has not been acknowledged.

This is where spiritual alignment becomes essential. Allah reminds us, “Verily, in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find rest.” (Surah Ar-Ra‘d, 13:28)

Sometimes the work is not to push harder, but to pause long enough to realign. A sincere dua can restore more clarity than hours of grinding through resistance.

To arrive to a state of clarity also demands courage. Why? Because it takes courage to admit that some commitments are no longer aligned or important, even if they are good. It takes courage to disappoint others when you choose depth over availability.

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When Clarity Leads, Focus Follows

Focus always excludes something. The question is whether it excludes your purpose or your comfort.

I have learned that doing fewer things with intention creates more progress than doing many things out of habit. Clarity simplifies without making life smaller. It makes effort cleaner.

When clarity settles, focus follows naturally. You stop multitasking not because you imposed rules, but because your mind no longer feels the need to escape. You know what you are working on. You know why it matters now. You know roughly when it needs to be done. And you know the next step. That combination is usually enough.

The greatest focus hack is not a tool or a system. It is internal spiritual alignment.

If focus feels hard right now, resist the urge to judge yourself. Simply step back and ask better questions.

• What season am I actually in?

• What deserves priority here?

• What am I carrying out of habit rather than purpose?

• What needs clarity before it needs effort?

Sometimes the most productive move is not to work more, but to look at your life more honestly. Friends, when clarity leads, focus no longer needs to be chased. It comes naturally, ready to launch you to the next level.

May The Focus Be With You,
MW

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And yet, we keep blaming ourselves for not being able to concentrate, as if the issue is a personal failure rather than a structural reality of modern life.

It’s 2026, and we now live in a world that never stops asking for our attention. Notifications arrive without pause, information flows endlessly, and even moments that were once quiet are now filled with background noise. When the mind is constantly interrupted, focus does not simply weaken; it fractures. Over time, this fragmentation becomes our default state, and we begin to accept scattered attention as normal, even inevitable.

For a long time, I believed focus was mainly about discipline. I assumed that if I tried harder, planned better, or pushed myself more, I would eventually overcome distraction. But reality and experience have taught me otherwise. Focus is not primarily a productivity issue. It is a spiritual one. What we struggle with is not effort, but rather orientation. It is not just about what we are paying attention to, but about what we have allowed to become central in our inner lives.

What Do I Do With The Distractions?

Distraction is often treated as harmless, something we excuse as a short break or a necessary escape. But friends, let me present you with the truth - distraction is never neutral.

Each interruption takes something from us, even if we do not notice it immediately. It chips away at our presence and consciousness, thins out our capacity for depth, and leaves us skimming across the surface of our own lives. Over time, this loss of depth shows up everywhere: in our conversations, our thinking, our relationships, and even in our faith.

The Quran captures this condition with striking clarity when Allah says,

“Has the time not yet come for believers’ hearts to be humbled at the remembrance of Allah and what has been revealed of the truth?”

(Surah Al-Hadid, 57:16).

The passage does not speak about a lack of knowledge or intelligence, but about hearts that have lost their true grounding. Distraction, in this sense, is not a problem of the mind alone. It is a heart that has become unsettled and uncentered.

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Attention Deficit is Attention Overdrawn

What makes this especially difficult is that many of the reasons we struggle to focus are not entirely within our control. Our brains were not designed for constant switching, nonstop alerts, and constant novelty. Every time we jump from one task to another, a residue of attention remains behind - say, 10-150%. Just imagine how much this adds up over time.

This is the reason why we can sit down with the most clearest of intentions to work on something new and still feel mentally cluttered. It is not because we lack the ability, but because our attention has been overstretched and overwhelmed for far too long.

There is also a less obvious layer underneath this. Many of us are not only distracted by external noise, but by internal weight. Personal issues like unresolved worries, lingering grief, plagued by fears about your own future, and the pressure to keep up - all of them competing for space within us. Even when the phone is put away, the internal restlessness remains.

When the heart is unsettled, focus becomes difficult no matter how well we organise our schedules.

Busyness, an Illusion of Focused Productivity

In this context, busyness has become a socially acceptable form of avoidance. Staying busy gives us a sense of purpose, while distraction provides relief from silence. Together, they protect us from having to sit with ourselves long enough to ask difficult questions. Are we living with intention, or merely reacting to whatever demands our time and attention next? Are we aligned with what truly matters, or simply staying occupied to avoid discomfort?

I have noticed this in myself more times than I care to admit. There are moments when I use busyness to delay rest and reflection, to postpone difficult emotions, or to avoid confronting the gap between where I am and where I want to be. In those moments, the issue is not time management. It’s avoidance. And no productivity system can fix that.

Real focus, I’ve learned, doesn’t come from adding more tools or strategies. It begins with letting go. Letting go of unnecessary noise, constant availability, and the belief that everything deserves an immediate response. Focus requires us to protect our attention, even when doing so feels uncomfortable or socially inconvenient. What do I mean by that? Well, it’s socially inconvenient to have to say “no” to people. Or to have to explain why you can’t meet them this weekend. Or why you need to rest (recharge your batteries) instead of hanging out with the buddies.

When distractions are removed, silence inevitably appears, and with it come thoughts and feelings we may have been avoiding. This is often why we automatically gravitate and rush back to distraction. Focus asks us to face ourselves honestly.

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Prayer as a Solution to Our Distractedness

Islam has always treated attention as something sacred. Khushu’ in prayer is not only about physical stillness, but about gathering one’s scattered self and standing fully present before Allah. That same discipline applies beyond prayer. What we consistently give our attention to shapes our inner condition.

Over time, attention becomes a form of worship, whether we realise it or not. A scattered attention leads to a scattered life, while intentional attention creates a sense of anchoring and direction.

One way to think about focus is to see it operating on three interconnected levels.

1. The first is external focus, which involves managing what we see and hear. Without boundaries around our environment, deep focus becomes almost impossible. This is not about extreme isolation, but about creating small pockets of protected time where interruptions are minimised and attention is allowed to settle.

2. The second level is internal focus, which concerns what we carry within us. Unprocessed emotions gradually drain our attention, even when we are not consciously aware of them. Writing things down, acknowledging worries, and giving space to what we feel can often restore focus more effectively than pushing harder. Sometimes clarity returns not because we worked more, but because we finally allowed ourselves to feel what’s real.

3. The third and deepest level is spiritual focus. When the heart is oriented towards Allah, distractions lose much of their power. Life does not become quieter, but we become steadier. Remembrance, in this sense, is not only about reward, but about regulation. It gives the heart a place to return to, again and again.

Stillness is difficult today because it removes the buffers we rely on. It slows us down enough to notice misalignment, unresolved pain, and unanswered questions. Yet it is also in stillness that true clarity emerges. Many of the most meaningful shifts in my life have come through moments of focused reflection and intentional self-isolation. Lately, I’ve been enjoying my quiet alone time quite a bit.

Friends, we do not need to conquer the world of distractions. What we need is to reclaim small territories of our attention. A quiet morning, a focused hour, a prayer performed with presence and khushu’, or a deliberate decision to delay responding to everything else in order to focus on what’s at hand.

This is how clarity returns, gradually and faithfully.

In summary, focus is not about doing more or moving faster. It is about seeing more clearly. And when focus returns, so does a sense of direction, purpose, and calm.

If you want to begin, start with three simple practices.

• Set aside one distraction-free block each day and protect it consistently.

• End your day with reflection rather than a screen, allowing your mind to wind down in a relaxed state before sleep.

• And before beginning any task, pause briefly to reconnect with your niyyah and purpose, reminding yourself why it matters.

Focus is not about fighting the world. It is about returning to yourself, and ultimately, returning to Allah.

Best,
MW

PS: My key word for 2026 is “FOCUS”. What is yours? Leave a comment below :)

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The end of this year could very well be your best chance at start fresh. A clean slate. How?

• A new mindset

• A brand new attitude

• A new exploration (new sector/industry)

• An enthused attempt at learning a new skill

But none of the above can or will happen automatically.

First, you’ve got to decide. You’ve got to choose it. e.g. I want to develop a more resilient mindset - one that doesn’t give up easily when things don’t go according to plan.

Secondly, you’ve got to learn it. How does this look like? Pick up several books on the topic of building mental strength and grit (today this may look like subscribing to a newsletter, downloading audio, watching an entire video/documentary, reading a study report from a renowned institution, etc.

Thirdly, you’ve got to commit to it. Set aside time every day. Does that sound intimidating? Ask yourself, how many minutes a day would sound least overwhelming for you to commit to? How about starting at 15 minutes? Too much? Try 10. Try 5. You get the idea. The goal is to get yourself started, and then build momentum and energy from there.

Lastly, pause every week to notice what changed about you ever since you started on this journey of self-rediscovery. Are you now looking at things, life, work, people, relationships, problems, setbacks…differently?

If you notice even the slightest improvement, take note of that. Literally. Write down what you notice and how you feel. That’s how you’ll find motivation to keep going to the next week, and then the next, and then the next, and so on.

Some of the strongest people I know are not the ones who were smart enough to avoid difficult, painful challenges in their lives. They are instead the ones who were able to rise up again after divorce, after bankruptcy, after closing down their beloved business/shop, after losing their 15-year job, after losing their reputation, after losing a loved one.

All of the above that I’ve just listed are “endings”. But some people refuse to allow their endings to define them forever. They pick themselves up again and rise up to see a whole new beginning.

I wish you well. Thank you for subscribing to my newsletter. This is in a way a new beginning for me too. Appreciate the love, the shares, the comments. May 2026 be a year filled with grace, happiness, peace, and success for you and your loved ones. Aameen.

Mizi

PS: See you in Lombok next month, inshaAllah.

Start with What You Know

What you know to be true:

1. Your weaknesses: These were the factors that caused you to procrastinate, lose hope easily, and get distracted from your main targets.

2. Your mindset: The roadblock that stood between you and the work required to get you from point A to point B.

3. Your attitude: Do you back out from good opportunities cos you feel you’re undeserving? Or you feel someone else should be in your place instead?

4. Your circumstances (and resources): These were the reasons a.k.a. excuses you told yourself to justify why you couldn’t go all the way in with your goals. Why it was too difficult, impossible, not ideal.

5. Your strengths: It would be wrong to deny the abilities, skills, experiences, and talent that God has blessed you with. Acknowledge each of them. You are uniquely blessed, you are divinely gifted and will be responsible to use them for good.

So now that we know what we know, what do we do with them?

For the negatives: Find a counter, a solution, a better distraction than the ones currently holding you back, a new habit to replace the old ones you’re trying to drop.

For the positives: Identify the best platforms, methods, and places that can allow you to use them in the best way possible. Perhaps a new software, a working at a new company, or leveraging on a platform like Substack if you have a knack of writing about topics you’re passionate about, etc.

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Your 2025 Report Card

If you could imagine a report card that listed down how you did in every area of your life this year, how do you think it would look like? Your health, your finances, your spirituality, your relationships…

Would you be pleased? What emotions would you be feeling right now? Gratitude for what worked? Anger for what didn’t?

You know how school report cards tend to have the teacher’s remarks below the results where he or she would summarise your overall performance and behaviour, what would yours sound like?

Rage Your Way to Success in 2026

One thing I’ve learned in LIFE is that rage can work in your favour if you use it right. I know a lot of people who are now very successful, holding top positions in their industries, and their driving force wasn’t the money, their drive weren’t the titles or recognitions - they were simply fuelled by the rage and anger from as far back as their childhood (being compared to their siblings), or their teenage life (being bullied in school), or from their early adult life (being rejected by someone they loved, or turned down harshly by a potential dream employer and made to feel horrible about themselves).

Rage…quiet internal rage can be your best friend in 2026 and beyond. It’s the kind that’s controlled, it doesn’t show through you being mean to others, and it’s not heard through your loud yelling and screaming at home or in the office. Each time you are reminded of the pains of your past, it drives you forward and closer towards your purpose.

Friends, if you want the rest of your life to be the best of your life, I’d recommend you get started by reflecting on the 5 factors listed above, followed by imagining what your report card looks like for this year, and then ending it off with the motivation you need to get you started strongly in the new year - controlled anger (that’s mostly due to a strong dissatisfaction from your past). The hope that I have for you is that this will bring you ultimately towards a point in the future when the rage no longer serves you, because you’ve achieved most of what you had set out to do. And you can now embrace inner-peace in this dunya, and the eternal akhirah. Aameen.

Singing off from Madinah Al-Munawwarah,
MW

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A lot can happen in 12 months.
Drama, politics, betrayal, disappointments…

And so you carry most of them in your heart, you talk about very few of them - if at all.

So this is why I feel now is an important time to take stock of all the things that are occupying the spaces in your heart and mind, and set the simple (but not so easy) goal of travelling into the future “lighter” than the weight of the baggages we carry with us today.

I’m talking about the kind of lightness that calms your chest and loosens your shoulders. The kind that comes from emotional release rather than escape. Many of us aren’t tired because of work alone; we’re tired because we’re emotionally overpacked.

In our recent family trip to Japan, we decided to bring only two large luggages for a family of six for a 13-day trip. We had learnt from a similar type of holiday around two years ago that when we overpack mainly due to worry, it burdened us throughout the entire trip. Many of the things we set out to do, we weren’t able to - at least not comfortably and freely.

So before we enter into the new year, ask yourself: what baggages am I carrying?

Some baggage is obvious, like heartbreak, conflict, grief. But a lot of it is less obvious yet more familiar, like old conversations you keep replaying, disappointments you never processed properly, or expectations you’re still holding onto even though they’ve hurt you repeatedly. You tell yourself you’re fine, but your body often knows otherwise.

There’s also a tiredness that comes specifically from people. Not because you hate them or wish them harm, but because the same patterns keep repeating and you’re the one always adjusting, understanding, or letting things slide.

You can love someone and still feel worn down by their behaviour.

That exhaustion doesn’t make you bitter. It makes you honest. And honesty is often the first step towards healing, even if it feels uncomfortable at first.

A Note On Closure

We’ve been taught that closure must be mutual, that it requires a final conversation, an apology, or some neat emotional ending that leads to a clean slate. But real life doesn’t work that way most of the time. Sometimes closure happens quietly, when you stop waiting for someone to change or to finally understand how much they hurt you.

Closure, more often than not, is an internal decision rather than an external event. It’s the moment you realise you don’t need permission to move forward. You’re allowed to stop revisiting what keeps reopening the wound.

Forgiveness also deserves to be understood properly. Forgiving someone doesn’t automatically mean you have to allow them re-entry, free access, or closeness in proximity. You can forgive someone and still decide that being close to them costs you too much emotionally. #healthyboundaries

Unresolved emotions don’t disappear with time; they simply change shape. They show up as irritability, emotional numbness, constant fatigue, or a quiet heaviness you can’t quite explain. Sometimes you don’t even remember what started it anymore, you just know you feel uncomfortable around certain people or situations.

Carrying unresolved baggage into a new season doesn’t make you loyal or strong. It just makes you tired. And exhaustion has a way of dulling all the joy inside of you, and even your hope, optimism, and faith.

Not all endings are loud or dramatic. Some relationships fade because effort becomes one-sided, and some connections loosen because values gradually drift apart. You don’t need to dramatise these endings or justify them endlessly for them to be valid.

Subtle endings are still endings. And they still free you.

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The Art of Letting Go

Letting go often feels scary because it creates an empty space, and space feels unfamiliar when you’ve been used to carrying something inside of you - even if that something was pain, trauma, and extreme sadness. But space is also where healing happens. Therefore, letting go doesn’t mean you have to pretend it never hurt you; it simply means that you trust that whatever happened has passed and has left you.

So now is your time… to be free.

There’s a Hadith I often return to when I feel weighed down. Our beloved Prophet ﷺ said, “From the excellence of a person’s Islam is leaving what does not concern him.” This isn’t about apathy or indifference; it’s about discernment, about knowing what is yours to carry and what isn’t.

Sometimes faith looks like effort and perseverance. Other times, it looks like release.

As the year ends, it’s worth asking yourself this question:

What am I still carrying that no longer serves my heart?

Old guilt, unreturned expectations, or the need to be understood by people who only care about their feelings, never yours. All these do not need to follow you into the next chapter.

Friends, you don’t need to confront everyone. You don’t need perfect closure. You don’t need to have everything figured out before the year ends.

You just need to stop carrying what’s making the journey heavier than it needs to be.

Travel light into the new year, with less resentment, less emotional debt, and less weight that was never yours to begin with. Sometimes, the bravest way forward isn’t by doing more, but by finally putting things down.

Let it go,

MW

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Your life works, yet it doesn’t move you.
The days look the same, the routines feel deja-vu, even your prayers feel familiar to the point of numbness (scary).

You wake up every day, perform, survive the hours, try to sleep, then restart the loop.

I know this feeling because I lived months in that grey zone - spread out across the last two decades. This was during moments when I was still serving, still building businesses, writing books, still speaking, and showing up publicly.

On paper, everything looked great. In reality, I was slowly dissolving into a version of myself that was functioning instead of feeling. And here is the uncomfortable truth I learned:

Nothing was wrong, and that was the problem.

We are trained to fix life only when it breaks. But what do you fix when nothing is broken… just boring?

When life is painful, you scream.
When life is chaotic, you seek help.
But when life becomes dulled by predictability, there is NO alarm.
There is only fatigue you cannot justify nor explain.

When routine becomes autopilot

The mundane is not the enemy. Autopilot is.

There was a period I led multiple organisations and projects at once, and every task became a checkbox. I remember writing a book while planning events, managing staff, solving crises, and rushing home to be a father. I kept going, going, going.

The danger was not burnout.
The danger was that I became excellent at doing life without living life.

This is the kind of emptiness we do not talk about.

Why the mundane hurts more than hardship sometimes

Most people think hardship is the hardest test.
I disagree.

Some of the most intense spiritual awakenings in my life came during moments of pain. When I lost opportunities. When plans collapsed. When trust was broken. When relationships were strained. Those moments pushed me closer to God. They shook me awake.

BUT when everything was stable and predictable, that was when I slowly drifted. No storm. No urgency. No shock that forces longer self-reflections. It was just a quiet emotional flatline.

So here is a counterintuitive truth I personally discovered:

Ease can be more spiritually dangerous than hardship.

Not because ease is bad, but because ease requires maturity to stay awake inside comfort.

Why “take a break” is not always the answer

I know I wrote about that in the last post. But it’s probably not for everyone. If it’s not what you want to hear, then it’s probably what you need. But if the advice didn’t move you, then it’s probably because more breaks made you even more emotionally “dead”.

Sometimes rest is needed. But sometimes rest quietly reinforces the numbness.

When I took a long break from hosting big events, I thought I needed rest. It was relief for a while. But after some time, I realised something uncomfortable:

I didn’t need more rest. I needed more meaning.

The problem wasn’t exhaustion.
The problem was stagnation.

What most people call rest today is actually → escaping life instead of engaging life.

Rest does not fix the mundane.
Purpose does.

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What actually brought meaning back

Not a holiday.
Not time off.
Not sleeping more.

What woke me up was growth. This was what worked for me throughout my twenties - and this seems to be the same fuel I need now entering into my forties.

Learning again.
Failing again.
Creating something new again.
Working on something I believed in.
Doing something that scared me just enough to make me feel alive again.

My energy didn’t return after I rested.
My energy returned after I cared.

Three practical ways to revive meaning when life feels grey

Not dramatic changes.
Just movements that wake the heart.

1. Add novelty that stretches you, not entertains you.
Not another Netflix series. Not endless scrolling.
Something that makes you learn or grow. There are plenty of apps that allow you to learn, videos that help you pick up a new skill, try some of those out until one of them sticks. Or maybe engage someone who can revive your love for the deen, perhaps that’s what’s missing.

2. Insert meaning into what already exists.
You don’t need a new life. You need new presence. You may already have a lot on your plate right now, try being more conscious while you’re actively working on something in your fixed routines and schedule.

3. Set one exciting goal again.
Something that has a heartbeat. Something to look forward to!

And anchor the soul through remembrance:

فَاذْكُرُونِي أَذْكُرْكُمْ
“Remember Me and I will remember you.”
— Surah Al-Baqarah 2:152

Friends, please know that the heart does not wake up when life becomes EXTRA-ORDINARY. The heart wakes up when the ordinary becomes meaningful.

The question that now guides me

Whenever my life feels dull, I ask myself:

If everything stays exactly the same for the next five years, will I be proud of who I become?

If the answer is yes, I continue.
If the answer is no, I change something.

Not everything.
Just something.

A habit. A project. A prayer routine. A learning journey. A new hobby. A new path that stretches me instead of numbing me.

Not to escape life.
To reawaken life.

So, it may be that you are not tired of life at all.
Instead, you are simply tired of living it without meaning.

Therefore, do not wait for tragedy to wake you up (may Allah protect us).
Choose to wake up while life is calm.

The mundane is not a prison.
It is an invitation to evolve.
And if Allah is opening that invitation for you now, there is a reason.

God bless,
MW

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And at some point, our body, heart, and soul whisper the same message that we have ignored for far too long.

It’s time to take a break.

Most people think a break is what you take when you have nothing else to do. But the truth is, a break is what you take when everything in your life matters. When your goals matter. When your relationships matter. When your emotional health matters. When your connection with Allah matters.

Please get this right. Timely rest is not for the weak. It is for the wise.

Because if you keep moving without pausing, reflecting, or realigning, something precious will break. Sometimes it is your body. Sometimes it is your spirit.

And it will affect other things. Sometimes your marriage. And sometimes it is the person inside you that has been holding everything together.

You’ve done more than you realise

This final stretch of the year is not a time to sprint harder. It is an invitation to return to yourself. To sit quietly and ask the questions you have been postponing. To take stock of your life instead of rushing through it. To listen to what your heart has been trying to say beneath the noise of daily survival.

Most of us are extremely harsh on ourselves. We remember what we didn’t do. What we failed to finish. What we regret saying. What we could have handled better.

But we rarely give ourselves permission to acknowledge everything we actually did.

• You made progress this year even if it didn’t look like the progress you hoped for.

• You tried your best even on the days when your best felt small.

• You carried responsibilities that not everyone saw.

• You showed up even when you were breaking inside.

There is value in recognising that. It is not arrogance. It’s honesty. It’s a much needed closure for yourself.

Take time to look back on the past months without any judgement towards yourself..

1. What did you start this year that you are proud of?

2. What did you finish, no matter how long it took?

3. What are you still working on, and what does that say about your perseverance?

4. What did you learn about your strengths?

5. What did you learn about your wounds?

Reflection gives meaning to the journey. It transforms the year from something you survived into something you grew through.

Rest is not running away from your responsibilities, it is returning to the version of you that can handle them.

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Relationships deserve a moment of truth

Before the next year arrives, make space in your heart to revisit the relationships that shaped you.

Some strengthened you.

Some drained you.

Some broke you.

Some saved you without even knowing it.

Ask yourself:

Did I love the people I love the way they deserved?

Did I allow others to love me the way I deserved?

Did I ignore the tension in certain relationships hoping it would disappear?

Did I protect my heart enough, or did I harden it too much?

The end of the year is a good time to make peace.

Even if reconciliation is not possible, clarity always is.

Your spiritual heart also needs attention

Sometimes what we really need is not a holiday, not a getaway, not a distraction.

What we need is an undisturbed time-out (I know this is a luxury for some - but try to plan for it). A moment alone with Allah. To express gratitude that we don’t acknowledge enough. To cry over pain we never processed. To heal wounds we left unopened because we were afraid of what they would reveal.

Something we all need:

أَلَا بِذِكْرِ اللّٰهِ تَطْمَئِنُّ الْقُلُوبُ

“Indeed, through the remembrance of Allah do hearts find peace.”

(Surah Ar-Ra’d 13:28)

Inner peace is not something you chase outside of yourself. It is something you return to inside yourself. Turn to Him for help, for guidance, and for peace to be restored into your life once again.

You are allowed to pause

You don’t need permission from anyone to take a break.

You don’t have to wait for a collapse, a fight, or a burnout to justify resting.

You don’t need to “earn” rest by suffering enough first.

You are allowed to pause simply because you exist.

Because you matter.

Because you were not created to run endlessly without nourishment.

Take a break. Take a step back. Take a deep breath.

You don’t need to disappear from the world.

You just need to come home to yourself.

The Year is Ending, But You are Not

This is not the end of your story. It is the moment before the next chapter.

A chapter you can step into with a calmer mind, a clearer heart, and a stronger connection with Allah.

But only if you allow yourself to reset now.

So slow down.

Reflect on who you became.

Be grateful for what stayed.

Grieve what didn’t work out.

And forgive yourself for the mistakes you made along the way.

You are not behind. You are becoming.

And sometimes, becoming requires rest.

Remember to give your mind and soul a break too,
MW

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Most people think the hardest part is apologising. Not going to deny that it’s difficult. But often, the real difficulty comes after the apology, when you are left alone with your thoughts and the echo of someone’s disappointment. It is the moment you begin to question your character, your intentions, and your place in that person’s life.

You replay the mistake over and over again, wondering why you did not notice it earlier or how you could have prevented it. You start to feel like your mistake is the only thing that defines you, even though deep down you know it was unintentional. And no matter how sincere your apology is, it does not change the fact that the other person is hurt.

That is when motivation starts to slip. You stop feeling excited about your responsibilities, and your heart becomes heavier than usual. It is tempting to withdraw, give up, or distance yourself from the world.

But withdrawing will not heal you.

And it will not heal the relationship either.

Here are three essential angles I believe would help you navigate this difficult moment:

1. How to amend a relationship damaged by an unintentional mistake

2. How to manage the disappointment of disappointing someone

3. How to resist the temptation to give up altogether

1. Amending a Relationship Hurt by an Unintentional Mistake

When you hurt someone unintentionally, the challenge is not just the mistake itself, but the misunderstanding that follows. They feel the impact, while you are trying to explain your intention. This creates a gap that must be bridged with patience and sincerity.

The first step is to apologise without expecting instant healing. People process emotions at different speeds, and their reaction does not reflect the sincerity of your apology. Give them space to feel what they feel, without trying to rush their recovery.

It is also important to acknowledge the impact of your actions, not merely defend your intentions. Your intention matters to Allah, but what hurt them was the outcome. Recognising the hurt openly helps them feel seen and understood.

A gentle way to approach this is to ask what they need from you, not in a demanding way, but in a caring and respectful way. This shows that you are not only apologising, but actively committed to rebuilding trust. It also helps them regain a sense of control over the situation.

Small behavioural adjustments go a long way. You do not need dramatic gestures, only consistent improvement in the area where things went wrong. Over time, one can only hope that the person will notice, and it will gradually mend what was strained.

Most importantly, remember that disappointments can happen a lot, but it does not always mean that mean the relationship is immediately over.

In fact many relationships do not break because of mistakes, but because people stop trying after the mistake.

2. Managing the Disappointment of Disappointing Someone

The emotional aftermath is often harsher on you than the actual event. You begin to question your character and wonder if you are capable of hurting others more than you realise. This fear can be paralysing, especially when you have high expectations of yourself.

Accepting your humanity is essential. No matter how careful you are, mistakes are part of life and part of growth. You can be a good person who occasionally gets something wrong.

Allow yourself to sit with the discomfort rather than suppressing it. Guilt IS uncomfortable, but it is also a sign of a compassionate heart. The goal is to feel it without letting it define you.

Be careful not to let one mistake overshadow everything good you have done. You have a history of kindness, reliability, and sincerity. A single moment of error cannot erase years of good character.

The other person’s reaction, though important, should not override your entire sense of self-worth. People express pain in different ways, and their disappointment may be louder than what they actually believe about you. Give them time, and give yourself space to breathe.

Time plays an important role in softening the emotional intensity. What feels overwhelming now will not always feel this way. Healing often happens quietly and gradually.

3. Resisting the Temptation to Give Up

The biggest danger is not the mistake itself, but what the mistake convinces you to do. It might push you to withdraw from relationships, responsibilities, and the parts of your life where you normally thrive. This withdrawal feels like protection, but it actually creates deeper wounds.

Do not punish yourself by disconnecting from people who still value you. One moment of hurt cannot cancel your entire contribution to their lives. Your presence, your efforts, and your sincerity still matter.

Reflect on your overall track record, not only on your worst moment. You have shown up many times with honesty, care, and mindfulness. This mistake is an exception, not a pattern.

Shift your focus towards Allah’s acceptance more than people’s reactions. People may need time to understand you, but Allah already sees your intention, your remorse, and your effort to do better. His awareness is more constant than human perception.

The feeling of being “done” is often a sign of emotional exhaustion, not truth. When you are tired, everything feels heavier and more permanent. Give yourself rest before making conclusions about your worth or your future.

Rebuilding does not require big steps. Repair your sense of self slowly and gently. Remind yourself that one mistake does not disqualify you from being a good person.

And above all, remember your core identity. You are someone who tries, who cares, who reflects, who apologises sincerely, and who wants to improve. These qualities matter more than any single misstep.

You are not defined by your lowest moment.

Closing Reflections

Letting someone down unintentionally is a deeply uncomfortable experience. It affects the relationship and also challenges the image you have of yourself. But it does not have to break you or define you.

Your regret shows that you are a person of conscience. Your apology shows that you take responsibility. Your willingness to reflect shows that you value growth over ego.

Do not give up on yourself.
Do not give up on your relationships.
Do not let guilt rewrite your identity.

Mistakes are not the end of the story.
Often, they are the beginning of maturity.

Remember to rest your mind,
MW

The problem with most of us is that that we always think we have more time.

There are moments in life when a single realisation hits you harder than anything else. Like a sudden awareness. Or a wave of discomfort in your heart. A small but sharp fear you can’t fully articulate. It often happens in your thirties. Sometimes in your forties (hello fellow 40s!). And almost always by your fifties. And the realisation is this.

You do not have as much time as you thought you did.

You know this in theory. Everyone does. But there comes a day when the truth stops being theoretical and becomes unmistakably real. One morning you look in the mirror and notice that your face has changed in ways you cannot describe. Not in terms of wrinkles or signs of age. But in the heaviness behind the eyes. The weight of lived experience. The truth of the responsibilities you carry. And the knowledge that life will not pause for you to regain your balance.

And in that brief silence you begin to count… Not in years lived. But in years left.

Many people believe life moves fast. But I want to suggest something different. Life does not actually speed up. You do. You get busier. Become more preoccupied, carry more burdens than before, and take on more responsibilities, roles, and expectations placed on your shoulders.

Your mind becomes crowded and your days are filled with routines that repeat themselves without you noticing - morning routines, go to work, house chores, weekend duty with kids and their enrichment classes. Then one day you look up and find that a decade has passed. You barely remember how it happened.

It is a strange feeling to be busy every day and yet somehow lose entire YEARS. You wake up at the same hour. You get ready the same way. You rush through the same commitments. You answer the same emails. Handle the same problems. Fight the same battles. And then you hear yourself saying things like “Just one more week”, “Once things settle down”, “After this project”, or “When life becomes less busy”.

…But life never becomes less busy. The world never slows down. And time does not wait for you to be ready.

This is where the anxiety begins. Nothing overwhelming at the start. Just unsettling enough that you feel a shift inside your chest. Like a small tightening, you know? A sense that life is moving and you are not moving along with it. A sense that you are losing time faster than you can create meaning.

Allah reminds us of this truth in Surah Al-Asr.
وَالْعَصْرِ. إِنَّ الْإِنسَانَ لَفِي خُسْرٍ
“By Time. Indeed, mankind is in loss.”

It is one of the shortest surahs in the Qur’an. Yet it carries one of the most powerful truths. That the default state of a human being is loss. Loss of time, awareness, and opportunity. Loss of the moments that could have shaped a better version of you.

Why focus on time and not something else? Because once time is gone, everything else becomes affected.

When you think about how much time you actually have left, it is not to scare yourself into panic. It is to awaken the part of you that has been asleep for too long.

When You Realise You Do Not Have As Much Time As You Thought

There was a period of my life when I believed I had unlimited time to fix everything. My health. My habits. My finances. My relationships. My spiritual journey. My dreams. I kept imagining that my forties or fifties would be the years where everything fell into place.

As if life would magically become easier, and clarity would suddenly appear. I kept pushing things to an imaginary future, believing I could afford to delay. Until one day I realised something simple but painful. My future had arrived. Today is the day I used to dream of. And I was not fully prepared.

Most people do not fear death. They fear wasting their life. They fear reaching an age where they look back and realise they lived in autopilot. I scared myself a couple of times upon arriving home and parking my car, “Wait, I don’t remember driving here, the turns I needed to make, the stops and all. And suddenly I’m home”. Autopilot is cool but can be scary! At least for me.

Some people fear looking into the eyes of their children and knowing they were physically present on many occasions but often emotionally absent. They fear waking up one day realising the best version of themselves never emerged. Not because they were incapable. But because they were distracted.

There is a verse in Surah Al-Mu’minun (33:99) that captures this moment with striking clarity.

It is the plea of someone who realises too late how much time they wasted. A person who sees everything clearly at the point where clarity no longer helps them. These are not the words of someone who lacked knowledge. These are the words of someone who lacked urgency.

The question is not how long you have lived. The question is how much of it was lived consciously. How many years were spent awake rather than asleep. How many decisions were made intentionally rather than emotionally. How many conversations you wish you had not postponed. How many dreams you left untouched because life was “too much.”

Time is not measured in hours. It is measured in moments of consciousness and awareness.

When do most people realise they do not have as much time as they once imagined. It might be after a health scare. Or after losing someone close to them. Or after watching their children grow so quickly that they feel a mixture of awe and sadness. Or after suddenly noticing that their parents have become much older. Or simply after hitting a birthday that once felt far away.

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Busy Every Day, But Somehow Losing Years

There is a subtle fear that comes with this realisation. You begin to count the number of Ramadans left in your life. The number of years your children will still want you close. The number of years you have left with your parents. The number of years you have left to make amends or to build what matters to you. At first it feels overwhelming. But after the fear comes clarity, inshaAllah.

Time becomes valuable only when we become aware of its limits.

When you feel the weight of time passing, you start to reflect on the years you lost. You remember the seasons of your life where you were not fully present. The years when you lived for others but not for yourself. When fear, insecurity, or overthinking stopped you from moving forward. When you ran so fast after the dunya that you lost pieces of yourself along the way.

We all have lost years. Some due to stress. Some lost to grief. Some because of work. And some painfully lost to people who never deserved that much space in our hearts in the first place.

But here is something many people forget. Lost years do not mean lost potential. Allah can restore what time took from you. He can give you barakah in your time.

He can open doors that make up for every lost moment you regret. He can place more goodness in your next five years than you experienced in your last twenty! Yes He can! And He can bless your life with purpose so deep that the pain of the past becomes a footnote rather than a definition.

You may have lost years, but you still have years you can salvage and make meaning of.

Some people begin again in their sixties and achieve more peace, depth, and clarity than they ever had in their thirties. Some reconnect with their families in their forties and create bonds that reshape their entire future. Some come back to Allah in their fifties and experience a spiritual awakening that transforms them completely. And some rebuild their lives after decades of confusion and finally understand who they truly are.

Allah does not measure you by how long it took.
He measures you by whether you returned.

The Years You Lost, And The Years You Can Still Save

This is why the Prophet said,
“Take advantage of five before five.”
Your youth before old age.
Your health before sickness.
Your wealth before poverty.
Your free time before busyness.
Your life before death.

It is a reminder to awaken before life pulls you into a state where awakening becomes harder. Not impossible. But harder.

Now let me speak to the part of you that feels worn out:

You do not need to change everything. You only need to change direction.

Let us talk about the danger of being busy every day but losing years without noticing. When your life becomes a repeated cycle, time stops feeling like a gift and starts feeling like a burden. You move from task to task without awareness. You respond to life rather than lead it. Survive rather than live. This is how ten years can disappear while you were not looking. This is how your thirties can vanish while you were busy proving yourself.

Here is the deeper truth. Most people do not actually run out of time. They simply lacked clarity.

Time Feels Scarce Only When Clarity Is Missing

When you lack clarity, you spend your life reacting. You react to problems. To people. To emotions. To expectations. To crises. To noise. You begin to live in a constant state of catching up. And in that state, time becomes blurry. It moves past you quietly and then hits you all at once.

This is why many spiritual teachers say that the greatest form of wealth is not money. It is attention. The ability to pay attention to your inner world and to notice what truly matters. Time feels abundant only for the person who is present.

If you want to save the years you have left, you need to stop living on autopilot, and be in a state of khusyu’ and mindfulness.

You need evenings where you switch off the noise and reconnect with your heart. Mornings that start with intention rather than panic. You need moments of honest self-reflection. You need quiet time with Allah that softens the hardness accumulated in your chest.

You need slow breaths (try doing it now - inhale….exhale…). You need clarity about who and what deserves space in your life. You need courage to let go of what drains you. And to ask harder questions about the direction you are moving in.

Sometimes people say they want more time. But what they really want is more peace. More presence. More meaning and connection. And most importantly, they want alignment with the God-given purpose they lost along the way.

When you understand the value of your remaining years, you begin to change the small things first.

1. Prioritise your prayers.

2. Heal your relationships with sincerity.

3. Stop wasting energy on those who drain your spirit.

4. Treasure your parents more deeply because you realise their time is also slipping.

5. Become more patient with your children because you know their childhood will not last forever.

6. Become more intentional with your health because you want to honour the body Allah entrusted to you.

7. Start dreaming again.

8. Start believing again.

9. Start living with purpose again.

What Will Matter When Your Time Runs Out

Gratitude is the ability to see every day as a new opportunity. It is the ability to recognise that Allah still gives you time because He still believes in the goodness you can create. Gratitude is what transforms your remaining years into something meaningful.

People often ask, “How do I know if I am wasting time?”
The answer is simple.
You know you are wasting time when you feel disconnected from who you want to be.

Let us now reflect on death. Not in a morbid way. But in a clarifying way. Thinking about death is a sunnah. Not to scare you. But to awaken you. The Prophet said,
“Remember often the destroyer of pleasures.”

Because remembering death brings life to the heart. It breaks your attachment to the noise of the world. It redirects your priorities. It softens your anger. It humbles your ego. It grounds your aspirations. It reminds you that your legacy will outlive you. It reminds you that the world will move on quickly after you are gone. It reminds you that the only thing that truly remains is what you did for Allah and for the people you loved.

Death is not an ending. It is a mirror. It shows you what truly matters before your time runs out.

You do not need to fear how much time you have left. You need to fear being unprepared for the time you have left.

If your life ended tomorrow, would you leave behind forgiveness or resentment?

Would you leave behind ease or heaviness? Would you leave behind a heart that returned to Allah or a heart still trapped in its distractions? Would you leave behind unspoken love? Would you leave behind unfinished healing? Would you leave behind children who knew your presence or only your absence? Would you leave behind regrets that could have been resolved years ago?

Let this question wake you gently.

You still have time. Not unlimited. But enough. Enough to heal. Enough to change. Enough to begin again. Enough to rewrite the ending of your story.

To save the years you still have left.

“What has passed will never return. But if what is left is pure, then what is left is enough.”

Your past will not return. But the years ahead can be filled with sincerity, presence, meaning, and closeness to Allah. That is enough. More than enough. Because Allah can make one sincere year more valuable than ten distracted ones. He can make one moment of awareness more transformative than decades of sleep.

So ask yourself again.
How much time do you actually have left?

Not enough to waste.
But enough to change your life.

Your best days are coming ishaAllah,
MW

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I’ve often wondered why some people seem to move through life with quiet confidence, while others, though equally capable and perfectly qualified, get stuck in endless cycles of thinking.

You’ve probably met them too, or maybe you are one of them.
Those who plan carefully, imagine possibilities vividly, and replay every scenario before taking a single step. They are the ones people call “thoughtful,” “measured,” or “wise.” But behind those words sometimes lies a mental prison - one built not from ignorance or laziness, but from over-analysis.

Overthinkers are rarely idle. If only you had a peek, you’d see that their minds are always busy; drafting, re-writing, worrying, refining. Yet ironically, the busier their minds become, the less progress they seem to make in the real world.

It’s not that they don’t know what to do. They just can’t stop imagining everything that could go wrong.

The false safety of thinking

The human mind has an extraordinary ability to create patterns, and a cruel habit of looping them endlessly. Psychologists call this rumination: the act of turning thoughts over and over again in your head without arriving at resolution or action.

A 2015 meta-analysis published in Frontiers in Psychology concluded that rumination is one of the strongest predictors of both depression and anxiety. It’s like an internal echo chamber of sorts. A self-conversation that begins with reflection but ends in exhaustion. #mentalburnout

Neuroscientists have even given this loop a name: perseverative cognition. It describes the way your body continues to produce stress hormones long after a situation has passed, simply because your mind keeps replaying it.

Imagine fighting a battle that ended days ago. Your brain doesn’t know it’s over, because you’re still rehearsing and replaying it.

That’s the tragedy of overthinking: it feels safe, but it quietly drains you. You think you’re preparing yourself for better outcomes, but in truth, you’re training your nervous system to stay alert 24/7 - perpetually braced for danger that isn’t even there.

And that’s why overthinkers make little or no progress.
They are fighting battles that exist mostly in imagination.

The illusion of control

Most overthinkers, if you ask them, will tell you they just want to “be sure.”
They don’t want to rush. They want to be prepared.

But that’s rarely what’s going on beneath the surface. What they truly crave isn’t certainty - it’s control.

We are, in many ways, children of an age that values precision and prediction. Our phones tell us the weather seven days ahead, our health apps monitor our sleep, our feeds remind us what we should eat, read, and buy next. We are surrounded by the illusion that everything can be known and planned for.

So when we face something uncertain — a decision that doesn’t come with guarantees — we freeze.
We wait until we “feel ready.”
But readiness rarely arrives.

Because readiness isn’t a feeling. It’s a by-product of movement.

I’ve been there many times myself.

There were seasons in my life when I thought waiting for clarity was the wise thing to do. You know… waiting for a “sign,” waiting for the “right time?”

When I first started my ventures, I used to overthink almost every move.
I’d imagine the worst-case scenario before pressing “send” on an email.
I’d spend weeks refining ideas for an event that should’ve gone out to the world imperfectly.

It felt noble. Responsible. Professional.

But what I didn’t realise was that my fear was disguising itself as wisdom.

Overthinking, I later learned, is rarely a sign of deep thought - it’s a symptom of deep FEAR.

Thinking as avoidance

Sometimes, thinking is a way of not feeling.
We analyse when we don’t want to face the discomfort of uncertainty.
We stay in our minds because it feels safer than the vulnerability of trying (releasing something out to the world) and possibly failing.

But if we’re honest, there’s no real safety there. #truth

The longer we remain in thought, the more disconnected we become from the natural rhythm of action and consequence.

Action is feedback. Movement is information.
You can’t think your way into purpose; you can only walk your way into it.

Every small act reveals something:

what works, what doesn’t, who you are, what you value.

But when you refuse to move, when every decision becomes a debate, you lose access to that personal “data”. You lose the learning that only life itself can give you.

When faith meets fear

Our faith tradition has a clear view of this. The Qur’an reminds us:

وَمَن يَتَوَكَّلْ عَلَى اللَّهِ فَهُوَ حَسْبُهُ
“And whoever places his trust in Allah — He is sufficient for him.” (At-Talaq 65:3)

Overthinking often reveals not a lack of intellect, but a lack of trust.
We are afraid that if we act too soon, we might lose control of the outcome.
But control was never ours to begin with.

The cost of mental noise

Modern neuroscience tells us that the prefrontal cortex - the part of the brain responsible for planning and decision-making - fatigues under too much cognitive load.

When you hold multiple possibilities in your mind at once, your working memory gets jammed. The more you try to foresee every outcome, the slower and less creative your brain becomes.

That’s why after hours and hours of thinking, you often feel drained but no closer to a decision. I mean I know some people who take half a day just to send out an email. They overthink everything. It could be trauma from a past memory of making a mistake that made them so afraid of repeating that same experience again.

But here’s the thing: we’re all bound to make mistakes. Not everything we do will be perfect. But doing something at 70% is better than not doing (in most cases). In most cases because not all tasks are the same. If you’re a brain surgeon those numbers aren’t good enough! But if you’re sending an email about asking for a raise or a poster to launch a weekend bazaar at the local community mosque, I think those odds are good enough, inshaAllah.

The act of thinking itself CONSUMES your mental energy.

The Prophet ﷺ modelled a different rhythm. He was deliberate but decisive.
He sought counsel when needed, reflected, prayed istikhārah, and then… he acted.
Never reckless, never hasty, but always willing to move.

Because movement is faith in action.

The lie of the “right time”

Every overthinker has said this line: “I’ll start when I’m ready.”
But no one ever feels ready.

We imagine that certainty will one day arrive, like a clear sign from the sky that says, Now you may proceed.
But certainty rarely visits before action. It often comes after.

You don’t feel ready to start the business until you’ve already started.
You don’t feel ready to lead until you’ve already led.
You don’t feel ready to heal until you’ve already begun.

Allah does not reveal the map all at once. He asks you to take the first step, and then He unfolds the road beneath your feet.

وَأَنْ لَيْسَ لِلْإِنسَانِ إِلَّا مَا سَعَىٰ
“And that man will have nothing except what he strives for.” (An-Najm 53:39)

It is sa‘y = striving that unlocks His help.
Not sitting. Not speculating.

How overthinking hides pride

It’s an uncomfortable thought, but one worth sitting with.
Sometimes, overthinking isn’t humility (oh I just want to get this right) - it’s hidden arrogance.

We think that if we just plan well enough, we can outsmart uncertainty itself.
We think the whole world must wait until we’ve calculated every risk.

But tawakkul demands surrender: the humility to accept that we are limited, and that we cannot plan our way to perfection.

Friends, because when we overthink, we are often placing ourselves at the centre of control, believing that only through our intellect can things work out.
But faith invites us to place Allah at the centre instead.

When you stop overthinking, you’re not being careless.
You’re being faithful.

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Learning through imperfection

Progress doesn’t come from knowing. It comes from trying.
A research from HBR (Harvard Business Review) once noted that people who learn effectively from failure do so not because they plan better, but because they reflect faster.

They don’t dwell; they extract insight and move on.

That’s the difference between reflection and rumination.
Reflection says, “What can I learn from this?”
Rumination says, “Why am I like this?”

One leads to growth; the other to stuckness and guilt.

Reframing “failure”

Overthinkers fear failure because they associate it with identity.
“If I fail, it means I am a failure.”
But failure isn’t a reflection of who you are, it’s simply feedback about what didn’t work.

Every step, even the wrong ones, carry you forward in understanding.
It’s how Allah teaches us resilience, humility, and surrender.

Even the Prophets faced setbacks, not as punishment, but as preparation.
If they had to fall and rise repeatedly to fulfil their purpose, why would we imagine that our path should be smooth?

Perhaps Allah delays clarity because He wants us to develop courage.
Perhaps He allows confusion so we can learn how to trust Him better.

Moving with trust

So when you act, even without full certainty, something sacred happens.
Your heart begins to feel lighter.
You sense alignment.

The world may not change instantly, but your inner posture does.
You begin to replace your need for control with your surrendering for connection.

As Ibn ʿAtā’illah wrote in al-Ḥikam:

One of the signs of relying on one’s own deeds,

is the loss of hope when a downfall occurs.

We overthink because we focus on outcomes: what has already been written.
But what Allah demands from us is effort, not outcomes.

Our task is not to untangle the future, but to take the next right step… with ikhlas, courage, and trust.

Before I end…

If you’ve been waiting to begin, waiting until you’re sure, until the timing feels perfect - this is your reminder that clarity is often a reward, not a prerequisite.

You will not think your way into peace.
You will act your way into it.

Because Allah guides the feet that move, not the minds that constantly hesitate.

So take that first small step, however uncertain, and read this prayer as you do:

O Allah, I seek refuge in You from doubt, from the weakness of conviction, from a heart unsettled by Your remembrance, and from thoughts that do not lead to actions that please You. O Allah, grant me light in my insight, trust in Your decree, and calmness in my heart at every point of decision.

Take that next step.

With you,

MW

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For the longest time, I thought peace was something you had to find and pursue, waiting to be chased down with the right goals, the right people, the right habits.
But peace was never hiding. It was buried under everything I refused to let go of.

This isn’t a list of achievements or affirmations. It’s an honest confession.
Ten things I had to lose painfully, slowly, intentionally before I could finally breathe again.

1. The Habit of Constant Doing

I used to wear busyness like a badge of honour. Although my schedule has not gotten any lighter (it may have increased tbh). But I used to think that the later I slept, the more useful I was. The busier my schedule, the more purposeful I thought I was.
Until one day, my body gave up before my mind did.

I had to lose the habit of constant doing.
I learnt that not every moment needs to be productive. Some are meant to be peaceful. Even our Prophet Muhammad ﷺ gently reminded us, “Your body has a right over you.”

So if you’re allergic to the idea of rest as a reward. It isn’t. It’s a right.

Now, when I rest, I remind myself: I’m not falling behind. I’m recharging my body and my mind.

2. The Thoughts That Kept Me Small

It took me years to realise that most of my exhaustion came from the conversations inside my head. The thoughts that said, you’re not enough, you should’ve done better, you’re running out of time.

Losing those thoughts wasn’t easy. They’d been there for years (especially throughout my teenage years) like uninvited tenants who never paid rent. #rentfree

But my decision to focus on peace demanded their eviction.

I began to replace them with simpler truths:

“I’m doing my best. I’m learning. I’m allowed to rest.”

And slowly, my mind stopped being a battlefield. It became a garden again.

3. The Perspective That Mistook Busyness for Purpose

I once believed that the more I did, the more meaningful my life was.
I filled my days with meetings, projects, and endless to-do lists.

But then I remembered something powerful —> before revelation came, our Prophet ﷺ used to withdraw into the cave of Hira’.

He wasn’t building an empire. He was building clarity.

Busyness can be a clever disguise for emptiness.
I believe purpose isn’t in doing more, it’s in doing what matters.
Losing that old perspective gave me back my presence. And that felt empowering.

4. The Behaviour of Pleasing Everyone

For most of my early life, I said yes too often. I guess it was also due to my natural personality which was: that I was too nice to turn people down, too kind to reject invitations (even those that didn’t value me properly), too afraid to offend others for fear of losing my “place” in their minds.

So? I ended up saying…

Yes to things I didn’t want to do.
Yes to people who drained me.
Yes to silence when I should’ve spoken up.

It took burnout for me to see that being liked and being loved are not the same thing.
When you spend your life pleasing others, you slowly disappear from your own story.

The Prophet ﷺ never sought to please everyone. His calm, steady focus was on pleasing Allah, even when others misunderstood him. From his example, I learnt that sometimes, peace comes when you stop explaining yourself to others and to simply start aligning yourself with His pleasure.

My favourite proverb relating to this,

5. The Goals That Were About Proving, Not Becoming

I had goals that looked noble on paper but were fuelled by insecurity.
I wanted certain types of success, not because I loved the work, but because I feared being forgotten or insignificant.

I had to lose the kind of goals that made me chase validation instead of value.
Peace ultimately came when I began to ask:
What would I still pursue even if no one was watching?

When your goals shift from proving to becoming,
life stops feeling like a performance.
It starts feeling like a prayer.

6. The Friendships That No Longer Fit

This one hurt the most.
Some friendships weren’t toxic, they were just tired. We had grown, but not in the same direction.

Losing them felt like a major disappointment at first.
But soon I realised - peace sometimes means releasing people gently, without resentment.

Prophet Muhammad ﷺ taught us to choose companions who remind us of Allah - those who bring out our best selves, not our loudest fears.
Now I value fewer friendships, but deeper ones.
Ones that feel like home, where I can be myself, and where I am supported in the right way.

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7. The Idea That Healing Must Be Fast

I wanted healing to be linear, straightforward.
I thought that if I read enough books, journaled enough nights, prayed enough prayers, I’d arrive quickly - healed and whole.

But healing is not a race. It’s a rhythm.
Some days you’ll take three steps forward, then stumble two back.
And that’s still progress.

Losing the pressure to heal fast allowed me to breathe through the slow.
Peace arrived not as an event, but as a gradual unfolding.

8. The Version of Myself Who Needed Control

For years I believed peace came from control - controlling my schedule, my emotions, even how others saw me.
But control is exhausting, and illusionary.

True peace came when I began practising true tawakkul; trusting Allah after doing my best.

It’s the spiritual balance between effort and surrender.
Between “I’ve done all I can” and “Whatever happens next, will be okay.” The attitude of “Alhamdulillah, regardless of the outcomes.”

Losing the need to control everything gave me room to feel safe in uncertainty.
And that’s when I realised: faith is the calm beneath chaos.

9. The Walls I Built to Avoid Being Hurt Again

Pain changes you.
And if you’re not careful, it convinces you that isolation is safety.
I stopped letting people in not because I stopped caring, but because I was tired of being disappointed.

But numbness is not protection. It’s paralysis.

Even the Prophet ﷺ loved deeply, knowing that love comes with loss.
He grieved. He wept. And he still chose love again.
That, to me, is real strength.

So I began to take down the walls, one brick at a time.
Inner-peace didn’t walk in instantly, but at least the door was open for it to happen.

10. The Silence That Wasn’t Peaceful

There’s a kind of silence that heals, and a kind that hides.
For years, I confused the two.

I thought being quiet meant being calm.
But really, I was just avoiding confrontation, bottling emotions, numbing my soul.

I had to lose that version of silence, you know, the kind that buried the pain instead of naming it. Now, my silence is softer.
It is the pause between chaos and clarity.

Final Reflections!

I used to think peace was something to find.
Now I know it’s something you have to power to personally create. And it begins when you stop holding on to what keeps you restless.

Peace came when I lost what was false.
When I stopped performing calm and started living it.
When I stopped fighting the silence and started hearing what it was trying to say.

Maybe that’s the real secret:

You don’t find peace by doing more.
You find it by losing what never belonged to you in the first place.

Anything from this list that you need to lose as well?
Drop a comment below!

Wishing you the very best - always,

MW

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You can have little and still feel abundant.
You can have plenty and still feel poor.

Because abundance is not about how much you have.
It’s about how deeply you trust that what you have is enough, and that more will come when you are ready.

But if you constantly live from fear, scarcity, and comparison, then no amount of money, success, or love will ever feel like it’s enough.
You’ll keep chasing, collecting, consuming, yet never truly arriving.

The truth is simple: your mindset is holding you back from abundance.

The Scarcity Trap

Scarcity is not just about lacking resources.
It’s a way of seeing the world; believing that opportunities are limited, that success is reserved for the lucky few, and that generosity will make you lose in the long run.

When you think like that, you shrink your world.
You hesitate to share ideas.
You avoid collaboration.
You withhold compliments.
You worry that helping someone else means less for you.

But Allah says,

“Whatever you give in charity, He will replace it. And He is the Best of Providers.”
(Surah Saba’, 34:39)

This verse is not just about money.
Give energy, and you receive energy.
Give kindness, and you receive kindness.
Give effort, and you receive results.

Abundance Over Competition

There was a time when I used to be told that someone had copied what I did.
Sometimes it was a training concept.
Sometimes a full programme.
And sometimes, word for word, a piece of content I had written.

My staff or family would come to me expecting a reaction.
Anger. Frustration. Maybe even revenge.
But I rarely felt any of those things.

It wasn’t indifference. It was perspective.

You see, I’ve always believed that if what I do is for da’wah - for spreading goodness, knowledge, and hope - then even if someone else copied the idea and reached people I couldn’t, it’s still a win for the ummah. Because this would mean:

• More people are being guided

• More hearts are being touched

• So why would I be angry about that?

But the deeper reason behind my peace was this:

I genuinely believe there is enough for EVERYONE.

Allah is Most Just.
He is Most Generous.
And if we truly believed in His Divine Attributes - not just memorised them - we would stop fearing the idea of competition.

What’s written for me will never miss me.
And what’s written for others were never meant for me.

An abundant mindset doesn’t panic when someone else enters the same space.
It doesn’t rush to protect credit or recognition.
It simply keeps creating, keeps giving, keeps trusting. And that’s what I kept doing. I kept creating more events/books/content, giving, and then trusting the outcome completely with Allah.

Do I still worry? Yes. I’m human after all.

But I don’t let my worries hold me back. I’ve learned that abundance is not about hoarding the blessings you are given. It’s about knowing with full faith that The Source whom we worship is limitless, and never runs out.

The Bigger Picture

If your dreams are tied to a larger purpose,
small issues like imitation won’t derail you.
You’ll realise that your mission is too big to be interrupted by envy.

People who copy can only replicate your surface, not your soul.
They can imitate your format, but not your faith.
They can borrow your words, but not your why.

When your intentions are sincere, and your work is aligned with Allah’s pleasure,
you become part of something that can’t be competed with.

Why? Because it’s not a competition anymore.

It’s contribution.
It’s barakah.
It’s abundance.

So if someone takes inspiration from you, smile.
It means your light was bright enough for them to notice.

And as long as you keep focusing on adding value,
Allah will keep increasing yours.

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You Can’t Receive With Closed Hands

Many people pray for abundance while living with clenched fists.
They say, “Ya Allah, bless me with more,”
but they don’t make space for more.

Their schedule is full, their heart is heavy, their thoughts are crowded with worry.
They want new opportunities, yet they’re still attached to old fears.

How can you receive when your hands are closed?
How can you be guided toward expansion when your thoughts keep replaying limitation?

Allah doesn’t withhold.
He simply waits until you’re ready to hold more without it breaking you.

That’s why changing your mindset is part of divine preparation.
Before you get more, you have to think more abundantly.

When you think of abundance though, don’t just think of money.
Think of time, energy, love, ideas, peace, clarity, and purpose.

There are people who earn less than you, yet wake up every morning feeling rich.
There are others who have millions, yet wake up anxious and empty.

The Prophet ﷺ lived simply, yet he radiated abundance.
He gave freely, smiled often, and trusted that Allah would always provide.

Once, when asked about true wealth, he said:

“True richness is not having many possessions, but being content within oneself.”
(Sahih Bukhari & Muslim)

That is the essence of abundance; a heart that feels full even when the hands are not.

The Stories You Tell Yourself

Your mindset is very much shaped by the stories you keep repeating to yourself.
Somewhere along the way, someone told you that you were not capable, not worthy, not ready.
And without realising, you made that your truth.

Now every time you try to rise up in life, that voice whispers,

“Who do you think you are?”

Every time you dream bigger, it says,

“You’re being unrealistic - manage your expectations.”

But here’s what you must understand:
That voice is not God.
It’s your fear, dressed up as reason.

The moment you stop believing those stories, you make room for abundance to flow in. Because abundance doesn’t come to those who think they’re ready.
It comes to those who act as if they are worthy, not by entitlement, but by an unshakeable belief that Allah is Kind, Allah is Generous, and He loves to give.

Abundance requires both faith and flow.

Faith, to believe that Allah’s provisions are infinite.
Flow, to take consistent action without obsession or fear.

Too much faith without flow leads to passivity.
Too much flow without faith leads to exhaustion and burnout.

When your mindset aligns with this balance, you stop forcing outcomes and start attracting them. You stop trying to control and start cooperating with divine timing.

That’s when abundance begins to show up in quiet, unexpected ways.
A new connection. A sudden opportunity. A heart finally at peace.

The Signs of a Scarcity Mindset

If you want to know whether you’re living from scarcity or abundance, notice your reactions:

• When someone else succeeds, do you feel inspired or envious?

• When you spend money for loved ones, do you feel grateful or fearful?

• When you think of the future, do you feel excited or anxious?

Scarcity says, “There’s not enough - stop giving.”
Abundance says, “Allah’s mercy is vast.”

Scarcity says, “I’ll give when I have more.”
Abundance says, “I’ll give because I trust that when I give selflessly, the barakah will come back perpetually.”

One closes your heart.
The other opens it wide.

Shifting Into Abundance

If you want to start living more abundantly and less fearfully, consider these three mindset shifts that worked for me:

1. Move from Fear to Faith.
   Every time you fear losing something, remember the Giver of all things.
   Say “Allahumma inni as’aluka rizqan tayyiban wa ‘ilman nafi’an wa ‘amalan mutaqabbalan” — “O Allah, I ask You for pure sustenance, beneficial knowledge, and accepted deeds.”
   This prayer reprograms your heart to seek abundance with purpose, not greed.

2. Move from Comparison to Contribution.
   Stop measuring what you have against others. Lessen the consumption of social media content.
   Instead, measure what you have by how much good you can do with it.
   The secret of abundance is that it multiplies when shared.

3. Move from Control to Trust.
   Stop micromanaging life.
   Let go of timelines and expectations.
   Abundance grows in open hands, not clenched ones.

   In open hearts, not closed ones.

Living Abundantly in a World of Fear

We live in a time when fear is normalised.
People post their highlights and hide their worries.
Everyone looks abundant on the outside but bankrupt on the inside.

That’s why your mindset matters more than ever.
Because the real battle is not in your wallet or your work.
It’s in your heart.

When you start believing that Allah is Al-Ghaniyy; The Self-Sufficient, The Rich, The Source of All Abundance, you stop chasing and start aligning.

You stop questioning “Why am I not getting more?”
And start asking “How can I be more?”

That’s when things begin to shift.
Not because the world changed,
but because your perception did.

The Truth About Abundance

Abundance doesn’t come from effort alone.
It comes from alignment.
Alignment between your thoughts, your faith, and your actions.

It’s when you wake up with gratitude before your desires are fulfilled.
It’s when you give even when it feels uncomfortable.
It’s when you believe that your rizq is already written, and that Allah is never late in delivering it.

Abundance is not found in the numbers in your account.
It’s found in the state of your heart.

So today, check your mindset.
Ask yourself,
“Do I live like someone who trusts in the Giver,
or like someone who fears the gift will run out?”

You are meant to live abundantly.
But first, you have to think abundantly.

Think bigger,

MW

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